"Huh" I spoke looking up from my phone, finally noticing David standing in the doorway of my bedroom
"Just wondering if you needed any help packing"
I looked around me taking in my packed suitcase and the items surrounding it that I was planning on putting in my carry on "no thanks I think I'm good" I told him before going back to my phone to continue organising plans with Matt
Remy bear: is it bad that I want to surprise everyone?
Matty: nah I like the idea go for it
Remy bear: well alright then we'll discuss this in more detail when I arrive
Matty: when is your flight?
Remy bear: tomorrow morning
Matty: I can't wait
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I sat down on my bed a happy smile on my face as I surveyed my packing that was stood in the middle of my room when my phone yet off breaking the silence
"Hello?" I questioned as I answered the phone without checking the caller id
"Hi Remy" it was my agent on the phone
I forced on a smile "oh hi Andy" I cringed at the false lightness that laced my tone "what can I do for you?"
"Well seeing as Grimm isn't currently filming" I silently groaned knowing exactly where this was going
"I've told you a thousand times Andy" I spoke cutting him off "I'm not looking for any work to do in my downtime"
"Now hang on Remy this could be really good for your career"
"No listen Andy I'm fine where I am I don't need anything else"
"Too late for that I've already said yes"
My heart stopped I felt like I was choking "you said what?" I choked out
"I accepted the role for you"
My phone fell out of my hand as I started to freak out about this situation, breathing speeding up to the point of me hyperventilating and hands shaking as my mind spun with the thought of spending a long amount of time with people I've never met before. I could already feel their judging gazes on me even though I was alone in my room surrounded by luggage, I couldn't do this Andy knows this I can't believe he thought this would be a good idea.
"Hey Remy. Oh my god Rems!" I heard a voice go from being calm to worried as someone rushed towards my panicking form
"Hey Remy I need you to breath for me can you do that?" the voice questioned taking on a gentle tone, judging by their response I'm guessing I nodded my head
"Alright that's great now I'm going to take a deep breath in and then release it and I want you to do the same" I felt my trembling hand being guided to rest upon the person's chest as I felt their chest expand with the motion of the breathing. With continued gentle coaxing from the other person in the room I was able to control my breathing and come back to myself
"You with me now?" David questioned eyes sweeping up and down my still trembling form I nodded my head having not quite regained my voice "good now can I ask what set you off?"
"Erm Andy..he err accepted a role for me"
David's eyes widened "Remy you need to get a new agent he keeps doing this and its not good for your health, you nearly passed out on me there kiddo"
I mimicked David's expression eyes widening in shock I hadn't had a panic attack that bad in a while "sorry"
David rolled his eyes at me "don't apologise Remy now I'm going to call up Matt for you" he stated eyeing my shaking hands. I was thankful that David was calling up Matt for me as it was obvious my still shaking hands weren't going to allow me to it myself.
"Hi Matthew its David. Yes Remy's roommate David, hi. I've got a Remy waiting to talk to you" I smiled at David mouthing a thank you to him as he handed the phone over to me
"Remy bear" I smiled at the sound of Matt's voice "how's my favourite Grimm?"
"Sshh don't tell David that" I laughed, Matt joined in the laughter as I felt myself slowly start relaxing. With this relaxation came a sense of tiredness as my laughter got interrupted by a yawn
"Someone's tired" Matt commented taking "go on have a nap" he told me before I could start protesting "I'll see you tomorrow when I pick you up from the airport"
A sleepy smile spread across my face at that excited to see my human teddy bear again "love you" I murmured into the phone as my eyelids started drooping.
"Love you too" was the last thing I heard before sleep took over, panic attack finally forgotten about.
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A/N and drama has occurred! Wow that was kind of hard for me to write I hope you guys liked this chapter though and thought I did a good job and portraying Remy's panic and anxiety. Anyway please continue to keep voting and commenting as they make for a very happy author and happy author means productive author.
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P.S and now for the disclaimer! I only own Remy and her storyline
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