Irreplaceable You

C h a p t e r N i n e

BEA POV

"Tell me everything." Jho

Hindi ko alam kung anong sasabihin ko sa kanya. Hindi ko alam kung saan ko sisimulan, kung saan ko tatapusin. Kung paano ako umabot sa point na ganito. Alcoholic and a smoker.

"You know you can tell me everything, right?" Jho

"Ever since uhm our confrontation, I was depressed and smoking really helped me to get through everyday. I already told it to my doctor, and it's okay for my health basta 1 to 2 sticks only. Nicotine helps me to breathe not literally but you know hinga kung hinga." Bea

"Is this about your confession, tama ba ako?" Jho

I just nodded.

"I think we are having a misunderstanding Bei, yes I love you but as a bestfriend. Boyfriend ko na si Nico at mahal ko siya he stand by me nung nasa ospital ako, he helped me to recover. Nung namimiss kita siya yung nandiyan para pasayahin ako. I didn't imagine falling for him but I did. And I'm sorry kung hindi ko maibalik yung pagmamahal na sinasabi mo." Jho

"I understand Jho, tinatanggap ko naman na eh. Talo na ako, lagi naman akong talo. Lalo na kung ikaw ang pag-uusapan." Bea

"I'm really sorry Bei, I didn't mean to hurt you that way. Hindi ko naman ginustong mafall ka sakin." Jho

"I already did Jho, and you also did." Bea

"That's ridiculous Bea, it may hurt you but I don't think ever na nafall or nainlove ako sayo. Hahaha" Jho

Okay my heart is gonna break tonight, again.

"You know nothing Jho. How the past two years was the best moment of my life with you. But I'm right you don't  still remember."  Bea

"I don't really remember anything, na we're like romantically inlove with each other. Are you hallucinating ba Bea? And you are keep forcing this things. I even protect you from Nico, kasi he always pushed na gusto mo ko and kahit na pinapalayo niya ako sayo, I stayed. Cause you're my bestfriend and ayokong masira yon." Jho

"I'm still your bestfriend Jho, always was and always will. But you chose Nico na over me sira na ang mundo ko Jho. Nasira na kasi wala ka na, wala ka na sakin and hindi ko alam kung babalik ka pa sa akin. Yung Jhoana ko, yung mahal ako, na nagsabi sakin na huwag kalimutan yung mga tawa natin na tayong dalawa lang ang may alam, mga corny nating joke and pick up line sa isa't isa, mga matatamis nating ngiti, mga plano natin para sa future, mga luha mula sa saya at lungkot, our memories, our friendship, our story and especially yung pagmamahal natin sa isa't isa. And I kept that promise Jho. I kept your word hindi ko kinalimutan. Pero bakit ikaw?" Bea

"Oh my God Bea! Anong nangyayari sayo? I didn't expect na you would go this way. You would think na maniniwala si Jho sa kasinungalingan mo?" Nico

Ang epal talaga kahit kelan.

"Jho please believe me. I'm telling the truth. We were inlove Jho, bago pa mangyari ang lahat ng 'to." Bea

"Oh come on! Sobrang pathetic mo Bea! Layuan mo na si Jho!" Nico

Sa sobrang daldal ni Nico sinapak ko siya. Inawat naman ako ni Jia at Deanna.

"Bea! Gumising ka walang tayo! Magkaibigan lang tayo and hanggang dun lang yon. Huwag ka nang gumawa ng kwento,I love him okay? and I love you as my bestfriend. Kaya please wag ka nang manggulo pa."

"I can't believe this!! Tangina!" Bea

At umalis ako sa harap nila. Iniwan ko si Jia at Deanna kahit tinatawag nila ako. Sumakay ako ng sasakyan ko at pinatakbo ng sobrang bilis.