Irreplaceable You

Chapter 24: Last Letter

Jia POV

It's been two days and hindi pa din namin nakakausap si Jhoana. Ewan ko ba dito kay Ate Ella, sinusumpong ng tantrums. Even Deanna, she doesn't want to see Jhoana pa daw. Kahit nagtetext samin si Jho na she misses us. Hayaan na lang daw muna namin magsuffer si Jho and wag replyan. Para daw marealize ni Jho yung consequences nang ginawa niya.

You let someone in, someone's gonna be out. Ganon nga lang naman ang takbo ng buhay.

Nico out, Bea in, Bea out, Nico in.

Ang pangit ng routine, ang pangit ng rotation wala bang Bea in na lang lagi? Hehehe. I miss my Beibei.

Baka pag nawala si Nico, baka bumalik si Bea hehehehe.

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Alyssa POV

After Jho texted me what happened. I talk Den about it. We asked ourselves na bakit galit pa din siya sa De Leon, kahit patay naman na si Bea. He even told to Jho na alam niya na si Bea pa din.

Then what now? Ano kayang balak niya ngayon?

I was taken back to reality when I felt someone backhugged me.

"I miss you." Den

"I miss you too. I'm sorry I was thinking about Nico." Alyssa

"Don't you think we need to tell it to Ella and Jia?" Den

"Gusto ko sana,kaso ayoko naman pangunahan si Jhoana about don." Alyssa

"Well you're right. So why don't we just take a rest for this day and be lazy at bed?" Den

"Sounds like a plan babe." Alyssa.

Deanna POV

I'm now at my condo. I don't feel like talking to anyone. Even Jema ang daming gumugulo sa isip ko lalo na si Nico.

Everything feels so wrong. I know Ate Bea's dead but hindi ba naisip ni Ate Jho na Kuya Nico's one of the reason why she is dead.

I'm going insane. I heard my phone's ringing.

It's Jema. But I ignored it. I don't want to talk to anyone. I get my carkeys and drive.

Pumunta akong sementeryo sa puntod ni Ate Bea. Whenever I'm in pain, confused and angry sa kanya lang ako pumupunta. Siya lang kasi yung tao na nandiyan lagi para makinig sa mga rants ko sa buhay even before. She's my bestfriend kahit at times naggagaguhan kaming dalawa.

I remember one time. Kung paano niya ako kinulit para tulungan ko siya kay Ate Jho.

Kasi all I know na straight si Ate Jho. And etong babae naman na to, well she's gay and nothing's wrong with that.

F l a s h b a c k

"Deanna come on help me, lumalalim na feelings ko sa kanya. Masama na ata tama ko." Bea

"I don't know Ate Bei, ang hirap ng pinasok mo na sitwasyon. Bestfriend mo siya tapos nafall ka pa, kung di ka naman tanga at kalahati eh." Deanna

"Ano ba Deanns you're not helping! Huhuhu paano ba mawawala feelings ko sa kanya?" Bea

"Try going out with other girls? I can recommend some girls if you want." Deanna

"That's sounds like a bad idea.  Gusto mo atang magkaworld war 3!" Bea

"Luh? Tuwang tuwa ka naman na magagalit si Ate Jho. Just give it a try? Friendly date lang naman and try to cut some space with Ate Jho and mag-isip isip. Baka naman di ka pa sure sa feelings mo." Deanna