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Tired of trying to be everything. Trying to be perfect. Wrong paths and wrong people and missed opportunities. Am I letting my mental illness take over my life? A look into the mind of a BPD, Anxiety ridden woman. With no identity but her Panic. W...

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63. Murder She Wrote.

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by decipheringBella

by decipheringBella

I think I have to kill this part of me.

I need to drown her in the deepest oceans.

Slice her wrists open,

And hang her upside down,

Til' all her blood drains,

And her life aura disappears.

I need to tackle her into traffic.

Trip her down endless steps.

I need to choke her out,

And suffocate her til' her face lies,

In a permanent fixed scream.

I need to burn her down from her roots.

Tear her apart limb by limb.

I need to rid myself of her.

Somehow.

Someway.

I need to kill this version of me.