Dim.

3. Twin Flame.

Crazy,

Before you,

I didn't care too much for me.

Came around when thing's,

Were dark and down.

When life didn't seem worth much,

But a routine.

I was slowly dyin'.

In and out of graveyard's,

Daydreaming of a casket.

My body on autopilot,

To the abuse my mind made up.

Toxic habits had me feelin' invincible.

But really it was dangerous...

But you kind of opened my eyes,

My heart,

My mind,

To the beauty this world still had.

Not everything was evil.

Slowly thawed me out,

Without me even noticing.

I fell in love with life all over again.

And became rooted to this earth,

Like an anchor.

You even showed me more of me.

And without notice I started to grow.

I started to believe in the words,

You embedded into my soul.

You made me feel everything and more.

Emotion's I never felt before...

Emotion's that reminded me,

That when you were gone,

The first time or the next...

I'd be unrooted,

And unanchored,

Once again...

Just floating in and out,

Of my own prison cell,

Of outer space...

Of abyss...

Of nothingness.

- Written on 11/28/2020