Psychotic

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India POV 
Therapy 

"Hi" i smile at my therapist making her smile and wave back. 

"So our topic of today is your love life." she says smirking while turning her recorder on as I rolled my eyes.

"Ummm ion have one." I say chuckling a little. 

"Nobody you look at in that one none... sexually attractive." She says making both of us laugh.

"Ma'am" I say still laughing

"Whattt?" she say trying to act dumb.

"I thought we talked about this already." i say sighing.

Honestly people call me a mean person or just cold but I only am when I need to be. I am friendly just cautious too.

"well let's talk again. Has anything changed with eek?" 

"ummm something happened a few days ago that made me think that it's just not one sided feelings, but I don't know i'm damaged goods. I don't wanna hurt him. I hurt everything in my path. I always thought that but when i'm around him it all goes away. He makes me feel normal." I say looking at my feet.

"Both of you been through a lot. Maybe that's why you feel normal around him. You both are damaged. Maybe you can repair each other." She says making me chuckle

"Can I really be repaired? I'm a horrible person. He's so amazing. I don't wanna mess up our relationship " I say smiling thinking about him.

"If he was here what would you say."

I take a deep breath before starting. " I would say thank you. You helped me through so much I don't even think I would be here if it wasn't for you. I feel like you and hope just complete my life I don't deserve y'all. You showed me my worth in so many ways words can't even example. I love you and thank you." 

"Awww" She says smiling making me laugh.

"Okay are we done here?" I ask making her stand up. 

"Yes. next week come at 5:30 not 5." She says making me nod as she pulls me into a hug. 

With that I leave and head home.

10 mins later..

"Sysy" I hear as I close the front door seeing hope run towards me. 

"Hi stink." I say picking her up kissing all over her face making her squirm and giggle.

I attach her to my hip walking up in eek's room.

"hey" i say making him look up from his phone.

"Wassup ma." He says turning his phone off giving me a hug and stealing hope from me.

"What y'all been doing." I say flopping on his bed.

"Big ass flopping on my bed." He mumbles making me chuckle.

"Any fucking wayssss. We should do something." I say making him agree.

"Like what."

"Idk we just been busy or work all the time i'm trnna get loose." I say getting up dancing making him mug me. 

" Girl seat your stiff ass down." he says making me mug back

"Fuck you hoe." I say pulling my phone out texting mir.

Best <3

Me: Wtm?

Mir: dave having a party today for the new niggas and introducing another one.