letter 19

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Dear Johnny,

It's been four months since your last letter. I'm starting to get anxious. I know you said this mission in Russia could take some time, but this is the longest since I haven't got a word from you. I just hope you're alright.

I'm in a dark place lately. I came back to London, and living with Harper was definitely the better option. We fight a lot with Cam. Maybe it's my fault, I don't know. I was never really that good with relationships, but none of them made me question so many things about myself. When I think I'm happy, there's always something that brings me down. Or maybe this is normal and I just didn't have enough experience, like he said so. I don't even know anymore.

I know you're a busy guy and maybe this is a lot to ask, but maybe if you happen to swing by England I'd love to meet with you. For a coffee, or just running into you on the street, anything. Because right now I feel like you're my biggest support.

I'll keep this one short and sweet, my previous letters will add up to a pretty little bedtime story like you mentioned before. I hope I can hear from you soon, I miss your stories.

Yours truly,

the one and only Santa

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