What do I want? What do I need?

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Josh's POV

She slowly pulled her hand away, I wouldn't say she didn't want me to touch her hand... She just wasn't quite sure what she wanted. 

I know what I wanted. 

Her. 

She meant so much to me, any chance that I would get, I would let her know how beautiful she is. Believe me if I had the chance to ask her out when I first laid eyes on her I would have but she had that stupid ass Harry.  

And just when I thought I have the slightest chance she turns out to be talking to her favourite youtuber Caspar.  

Was I really given so much bad luck?!

"Well I better get going, have fun with Caspar." I said standing up, I picked up my bag from the side of the bench.  

She looked up at me as I rose, 

"Good luck with your exam." She smiled, she stood up and wrapped her arms around my neck, giving me a hug. 

I wrapped my arms around her lower back, hugging her back. 

After what seemed like a second she pulled away, 

"Thanks." I smiled, 

"Its ok, oh and I forgot to thank you..." She blushed, 

"What for?" I asked, 

"For sticking up for me and just being there. It wouldnt have been as easy as it was to own their asses unless you were there. So yeah thanks." She smiled, 

"Oh... Its ok. Remember if you ever need me just give me a call." I pointed at her phone, gesturing for permission to type in my number. 

She passed me her phone, which i gratefully took, typing in my name and number, I pressed save and passed her back her phone. 

Giving her one last smile I turned around and walked away.

I didnt want to leave her by herself. 

I didnt want to leave her with Caspar. 

I wanted to take her home. 

I wanted to be there for her. 

I want her.

Sam's POV

I watched as he turned and walked away, why did I have the urge to stop him? To run after him and kiss him?  

A horn beeped, I turned around to see Caspar sat in a range rover.

Oh my days. 

Oh my days. 

He's in his Range Rover!

The window rolled down and his south african face came into view, 

"Hurry up!" He smirked, 

"I'm coming, I'm coming! Keep your south african wig on!" I chuckled, picking up my bag, I walked over to Caspar's car, tugging at the handle I opened the door and stepped into the car.

"Hey" He smiled gently, 

"Hiya!" I grinned, 

"Someone's happy to see me... Haha!" He laughed, 

"Well you could say that and the fact I owned two sluts and my ex boyfriends asses! Now i'm getting dropped off home by my favourite youtuber! The day just seems to be getting better and better." I grinned,

I have no idea where all this good energy came from but I was loving it!

"Well done to you! Sluts? No way. Sluts are my fans and I doubt if they were bitches they were fans of me. If you dont mind me asking why exactly are you so happy to own your ex?" He asked, pulling away from the pavement, 

"You're probably right, i'll stop calling them sluts then! I don't mind you asking, no, basically I got home from a late shift at Nando's the night before Valentines Day, when I got to my room my phone started to ring, it was my ex aka Harry. He went on and on about how I was innocent and perfect and too good for his bad boy side, in other words he cheated on me. Simple. After knowing that you probably understand why it was so much fun owning him right?" I turned from the view outside to look at his face.

He was so perfect, why couldn't I just be with him?  

Oh yeah the fact that he's 3 years older than you, a famous youtuber and your a normal school girl. Lets not forget the fact you aren't exactly stunning. 

"- stupid." He finished off his sentence smiling, 

"Huh?" I said confused, 

"Weren't you listening?" He asked, 

"Umm... I'm sorry I got a little distracted, please could you repeat that?" I blushed, 

"I said 'Harry is a little twat because what he did was rude and a horrible thing to do but one thing that he's should know is he let an amazing girl leave his life and for that he is extremely stupid.'" He placed his hand on my knee, 

"Thanks Caspar! You're really sweet." I smiled, 

"Aw thanks, but seriously, I don't know why he would do that to such a beautiful girl like you."

OH MY GOD. 

CASPAR CALLED ME BEAUTIFUL.

"Thank yo-" I was interupted as Kiss You by One Direction blasted out of his pocket, he blushed and chuckled a little, he pulled up to the pavement to our right.
"Excuse me...." He took out his phone and answered the call.
"What?" He asked annoyed,
I just sat there staring at him as his face softened from annoyance to happiness,
"Alright thats fine, see you guys there then." He said hanging up and putting his iPhone back into his pocket.
"Whats happening?" I asked,
"Jack and Finn are back from New York and they decided to pop in and visit, so they wanted me home quick." He grinned,
"Aww! Jack and Finn are amazing!" I smiled,
"Haha not as amazing as me though." He teased sticking out his tounge.
"Yeah yeah." I stuck my tounge out back.
"Haha, right what do you wanna do though?" He asked,
"What do you mean?" I asked a little confused,
"I mean, do you wanna come see them with me? Or shall I drop you off at home?" He asked starting the car again,
"Well... I dunno... I suppose I could come with you... Nah its fine, I'll just go home please Caspar." I smiled,
"You sure about that? This is the 'AMAZING Jack and Finn' that we're talking about here...." He winked,
"I do think they're amazing!" I laughed,
"Yeah whatever..." He smirked,
"You knew what I meant Caspar...! and yeah I'm sure I wanna go home, I've had a rough morning." I sighed,
"Alright thats fine." He smiled, he pulled away from the pavement once again and headed towards the address that I had already text him.

You know, I'm glad my lifes being going the way it has been. If it hadn't changed so much I would have never have met Caspar.
So to whoever did this to me, thank you! Oh and if there is a God up there then I'd like to thank him too.
Yeah Sam, lets not get all religious shall we?
Why am I even talking to myself when I could be talking to one beautiful South African?

Taking a deep breath I looked at Caspar,
"So Caspar....?"



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ITS FRIDAYYYYY!!!! :D OMGEEEE I really need tomorrow just to sleep! I'm sooooo tired after that 1D concert on Monday! 
Anywhoooo there you have it!
Chapter... uh I've totally forgoten what chapter this is. :L Anyway!
Hope you lot enjoyed this one and I'm thinking about uploading every two or three days but i'm not too sure yet. The only reason this is being uploaded is cause I have no social life since I have no phone and because i've had to deactivate my twitters and facebooks... :'( But yeah I uploaded cause i'm soooooooooooooooooooooo bored! :( Well thank you so so sooooo much for reading!!
Have a nice night and I shall upload a new chapter very soon!

OH!! And if anyone hasn't already, please check out my 50 chaptered 1D fanfiction called 'Zayn, Chase or Religion? - Why Must Life Be So Confusing?' and once you've finished it, check out its sequel! :D If you do I'd like to say thank you soooooo much!
Well I better get started on my next chapter for this, thanks once again! :) xx

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