Stupidity Got The Best Of Us.

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Zain's POV

It was all my fault. Both of my best friends were in an ambulance and I could have stopped both from happening.
Josh was an idiot.
I told him not to get involved, but he doesn't listen.
'We're bro's and we stand together.' Was what he said.
Stupid.
I was stupid.
He was stupid.
Shit!
Stupidity got the best of us.


I decided on sitting in Josh's ambulance because I knew that's what Sam would want me to do.

She's always put mine and Josh's friendship before mine and hers.

I knew everything.

Josh told me it all.

He fell for a girl who got her dream man.

I felt bad for him.

I feel bad for him.

I just..

I wish I'd stopped him getting involved in MY fight.

I'd told him.

*Half an hour earlier*
I made my way to Josh's house I was gonna tell him everything. Why i'd been missing for so long. Why I left and then came back to London.
Knocking on his door I waited a few minutes before Gemma answered.
"Zain." She smiled warmly,
"Hey Gem. Its been a while, how's it going?" I asked politely,
"You don't care..." She shook her head chuckling,
"Thats not true..." I sighed, laughing a little.
"Well in that case, take a seat and I'll talk to you all about it." She smirked,
"Gemma stop harassing my bro." Josh laughed walking down the stairs,
"I wasn't harassing him. He asked for it." She said childishly sticking her tongue out at me.
"Still. Leave him alone." Josh nudged her,
"Shut up." She glared playfully,
"Leave." He said making a childish funny face.
"Really mature." She argued,
"Like you're boyfriend." He retorted,
"Shut up." She said not meaning it as nicely now,
"Im kidding! Love you big sis." He kissed her cheek,
"Yeah of course." She mumbled walking up to her room.
"Nice seeing you Gemma!" I shouted for her,
"You too Zainy!" She replied.
"So mate, whats up?" Josh asked.
"I need to tell you a lot so can we take a seat."


This should be fun.




"YOU DID WHAT?!" Josh shouted, worried.
"I told you..." I growled,
"Are you stupid? Idiotic? Is there something wrong with you?!" He asked shaking my shoulders,
"Back off." I shoved him so he sat on the sofa opposite me,
"I can't believe you punched him Zain." Josh shook his head,
"I didn't think he'd have people come looking for me!" I argued,
"What was the need in the first place?!" Josh asked,
"He... He... He was after Sam. Ok? He wanted her. He was going to get her. Kill her... Do bad things to her. I had to stop him." I said shaking my head in my hands,
"Why didn't you tell me that before? I would have killed him not just punched him." Josh seethed through his clenched teeth,
"For that reason. You'd kill him. That's not the way Sam would love you." I looked at him,
"I don't want her to love me." He said softly,
"Don't lie to your bro. I can tell thats a lie." I sighed,
"It's not actually. I want her to be happy. Not with some guy she doesn't really love." He said pulling out the precious picture of the two of them he had in his wallet.
"Josh, can I tell you something mate?" I asked,
"Yeah?" He looked up at me with glassy eyes.
"Move on. She loves you as a brother. A best friend. Caspar's her one true love and I hate to break it to you but you'll be stuck in the friend zone again and again." I sat by his side with a hand on his shoulder,
"You sounded like that band she listens to... What they called again? Um... 10 seconds of winter?" He frowned,
"5 seconds of summer... I'm telling you the truth." I looked at him,
"You're right. I just want to tell her I forgive her. I want to be friends." He stood up,
"Just call her." I passed him my phone,
"No. I need to see her. Talk to her. Apologise in person." He sighed picking up his jacket and putting the picture of them back in his wallet.
"Its not safe out there Josh." I argued, holding him back.
"They're after you not me." He chuckled, unlocking the front door,
"Still..." I tried arguing with him but it was no use.
Stepping out the house he laughed at me,
"Shut up and come on if you're coming."
"No you go. I'll stay and take care of Gemma." I sighed,
"Whatever, chicken." He smirked,
"I'm not a fu**ing chicken." I glared at him,
"I know. I'm messing with you. We can't have Harry's mafia brother hurting y-"

A man jumped onto him sending him to the floor,
Running out I pushed him off of him but it was too late.
He'd stabbed him.
Punching me in the stomach as Josh lay there as a distraction.
"Don't get in Harry's way again." The boy spat as he turned and ran away from me.
He was lucky I was winded and couldn't move.
The unluckiest person here was Josh.

*End of flashback*



Hey my lovely readers!
So so sooooo sorry that I havent been on in ages!
4 months or something right?
Well I might be uploading a few chapters within the next few days cause I have at least 3 all ready written and ready to post!
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