Choices...

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"There you are! We were wondering how long you were gonna be!" Alfie said as me and Jack walked in,
"You ok?" Zoe asked,
I nodded, "Sorted."
She smiled, "Good." 
"Whats sorted?" Caspar asked,
"Nothing." I smiled,
"Ok... Its getting late, wanna go?" He asked,
"What time is it?" I asked,
"5.30." Marcus answered,
"My mums home in half an hour!" I panicked,
"Well then we better go." Caspar said grabbing his keys off the table,
"Caspar told me you couldn't find your keys so I checked your bag and found them." Zoe said passing me my bag and keys.
"You're a life saver! Thank you." I smiled taking the items off of her,
"No problem." "Well you better get going, don't wanna get in trouble now do we?" Finn said nudging me,
"Yep. Lets go." I said to Caspar,
"Bye guys, see you all tomorrow." Caspar said to everyone,
"Bye." They all replied,
"Thanks for having me guys, Zoe and Jack thanks for the advice, i'll be sure to use it." I smiled, "You're welcome." They smiled back,
"We'll see you soon yeah Sam?" Alfie asked,
"Of course. I've got Jack's number and i'll call you's an arrange a meet up." I grinned,
"Okie dokie, take care." He gave me a hug, which I returned,
"Well lets go." Caspar said holding my hand and dragging me from the house,
"Byeee!" I waved behind me,
"Bye!" They all waved back.  

We got to Caspar's car and got inside. 

"Have you had fun?" Caspar asked,
"Yeah it was weird actually talking to all the familiar faces but I got used to it, thanks for bringing me Caspar." I smiled,
"It was my pleasure, you seem a lot happier now." He started the car and drove towards my house. "I am, I had a really nice time." 
"Well i'm glad you did, if you ever need me again, give me a call and don't be shy." 
"Are you sure cau-"
"Sam, I wouldn't say it if I didn't mean it." He cut me off,

He pulled up onto the pavement familiar to me because its my house,
I guess me and the Harries live quite close!

"We're here." He said switching off the engine,
I took hold of the door handle and swiftly opened the door,
"Well thanks for everything Caspar." I smiled,
But he wasn't paying attention to me, it was to the person stood on my door step,
I turned to see where Caspar's eyes laid in confusion,

Josh...

Ah shit.

What does he want now?!

"Why's he here?" Caspar asked,
I looked at him, which was probably a mistake cause his eyes held something.

I would say jealousy, but Caspar doesn't like me...
Oh wait.
Zoe said he does...

"Its fine Caspar, he's probably here to ask about some work or something." I sighed, placing my hand on Caspar's that was on the gear stick.

It was tightly wrapped around and his jaw was clenched, this was a side to Caspar I had NEVER seen before.

"Caspar..." I tried making him listen to me but I got no response.  

His eyes held strong emotions that no one, well no random fan girl, had ever seen before.
This was a different side to him.  
Caused by me.  
I caused this.  
To know and think i'm the reason he's acting like this is really scary.   
I got back into the car and closed the door, taking Caspar's face, gently in my hands,
I made him look me in the eye,
"Are you ok?" I asked,

After a deep inhale and exhale of the oxygen surrounding him, Caspar smiled a weak but gentle smile.
"Fine, thanks." He looked at my hands touching his cheeks and smirked a little,
"Sorry." I apologised, blushing, I removed my hands from his face.
"Well you better get going..." He sighed,
"Wanna come in? Just until Josh leaves?" I asked,
"You sure? He might beat me up or something." Caspar laughed,
"Positive and he wouldn't. I'd kick his ass before he could." I chuckled, opening the door and stepping out,
Caspar came and stood by my side.
I placed my hand in his, entwining our fingers.
Caspar looked down at me in confusion, which I replied with a smile and a nod.  

Our hands fit so perfectly.
Cliche and cheesy but so damn perfect!  

I strode over to Josh, Caspar by my side.  

"Hey Josh..." I smiled,
"Don't hey Josh me. What is he doing here?" Josh replied looking peed off,
"This is MY house remember." I said getting annoyed, 

I was going to be nice and calm but I swear if he doesn't stop being an ass then i'm going to go off it.

"Well I didn't realise that you were that much of a slut, bringing boys home after knowing them for only a day or so." He spat,  

That was uncalled for.  
I'm NOT a slut.  
Tears were pricking my eyes.

"Josh..." I croaked,
"Don't even say my name. Caspar mate, she's not worth your time, she loves you and cares for you for a bit then she moves on to her next boy." Josh looked at me in disgust,  

Thats it!  

I bounced onto him sending him flying to the floor, grabbing his collar I looked him in the eye, sitting on his chest, Caspar tried pulling me off, 

"I swear down Josh, I've had enough shit off of you and i'm sick. You NEVER told me you loved me! If I knew I would have left Harry straight away. He was horrible! But because I thought I had no one else I stayed with him. So calling me a slut is uncalled for. I hate you right now and I want you out of my face." I finished, getting up off him Caspar grabbed Josh, lifting him up he took him to the side. 

They had a mini conversation which resulted in Josh storming off into his house.
Caspar came back over,
"I think you need to get yourself inside and calm down." He gave me a hug, which I returned,
"I know." I sighed,
"Well you get on in and i'll text you later." He smiled,
"Do you not want to come in?" I asked,
"Its fine hun. Take care yeah?"
"Okay, I will thanks." I smiled,
He walked around me and got into his car giving me one last wave.
I waved back and opened up my door, stepping inside and closing it shut, I sighed.  

When did I become so confident with Caspar?  
When I spoke to Jack he told me to be with the boy I loved most... 
Caspar...
I love Caspar
I love Josh but as a best friend, brother, not as a boyfriend.

I'd gladly make Caspar my boyfriend.
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Hey guys... I'm in a really bad mood and uploaded only cause someone asked but it sure as hell wasn't planned for today. Ever since I lost my fanfiction 'Zayn, Chase Or Religion' I just couldn't be bothered with even looking at Wattpad. I have so many exams coming up and I just want to upload all of them chapters for that book so I have peace and can get my reads up. I'll get to it eventually. Anyways who cares about me?
We all care about Caspar Lee right?
So... What do you guys think?
Liking it so far?
I'll probably upload again really soon but I dont know when so just keep an eye out! :)

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