It was 6 A.M. in the windy city of Chicago. The freshness of a new place I'd never stepped foot in still couldn't ease my mind from the events of the night before. Lulu placed a steaming plate of food before me on the tiny coffee table, but I was too wrecked with nerves to even think about eating.
"Tell me what's up. I know you didn't just come here for a visit, I mean, look at you," Her voice was filled with endearment as she sat on a petite sofa across from me. "You look like you've been through hell and back."
"I should've told you about the baby." I choked out, still not glancing up from my palms. Her eyes widened at the word.
"Oh my gosh, you're pregnant? This is great! I'm going to be an aunt!" I thought about how much I could've used her enthusiasm before. I didn't realize how much I needed her. Before everything was bad. Before I lost the baby.
"No." A tear trickled down my blotchy, red face. "The baby's gone." Her eyes changed dramatically, from bright, and excited to squinted, and sympathetic.
"Olivia, I-" She looked down for a moment to find the right words. "I'm so sorry. You and Mick would've made great parents, I know that for sure." Her long slender arms embraced me, but I felt no comfort.
"If Mick was even the father." I commented rather quietly. "But now we'll never know."
"Don't tell me," Lulu held my shoulders back and stared me in the face with a shocked expression. "It's Keith!" I shrugged and rubbed my sleepy eyes.
"Like I said, we'll never know." I leaned back and squeezed my eyes shut. "You missed so much, Lu. So much happened. So much changed."
"I know sweetie, and I wish I could've stayed, but a part of me just had to get out of there. I had to grow up a little, ya know? Plus I was hopelessly in love with that dirtbag, Rich." She giggled lightly, causing a small smile to form on my lips. "But now you're here and you can tell me all about it."
"Can we wait a little while? I'm so tired." She led me to the spare room in the back of her cozy apartment. I was so used to living in that big house in Laurel Canyon with all those boys, so it was something different for me, but I loved it. I just had to make sure my mind was occupied so that I didn't think about them, or anyone. It made my stomach churn to think that I just left them there with a shitty note and no real explanation. I didn't think I could ever explain it.
The next morning, I finally found the energy to tell her everything that happened since she'd been gone.
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1969 - The Rolling Stones
Teen FictionMiss Olivia was a hopeful 60s groupie, wild eyed and dripping with innocence, she knocked on many backstage doors, hanging out with rock stars and taking on all of the world with them. Having psychedelic adventures with her groupie girlfriends, she...