Under the Love (BoyxBoy)

Chapter 20

Hello, my dear readers! I know there are not a lot of you, but can I just say that everyone here on Wattpad really makes a difference in my life. I definitely don't have the easiest life as of right now, but by no means do I claim to have the worst. My best friend of several years is so ridiculously anorexic and bolemic, that she's really settled herself into a deep dark depression. She doesn't care if she purges so much that the blood vessels in her eyes burst, or her heart palpitates, or if her heart stops-forever. I am personally Catholic, but I'm obviously not your average suck up to the Catholic Church based on this novel right here. I'm liberal, but I do believe in God. If any of y'all believe in God or any God you do believe in, whether you're Hindu, Muslim, Christian, Jewish, please pray for her. Her name is Reilly and she's not even 16 years old yet. For those of you who do not believe in God or any god, please, keep Reilly in your thoughts. Thank you. Here's Chapter 20!

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Alexander's POV

"Please don't stop, baby. Come on, yes, yes, yes, right there! Go in!" I heard Cerulean hissing around the corner. My mind and my dick were both wondering who in the hell he was talking to. Whatever it was, it was turning me on, and I couldn't help but picture Cerulean tied up to the bed underneath me with a blindfold on screaming those exact words.

Wait, blinfold? Tied up? I asked myself. I had never had any inclinations to try out the BDSM scene. I mean, of course I had scene bondage pornoes, but I had never thought of dominating anyone. Did I really want to dominate Cerulean? Only if Cerulean wants to, I found myself thinking. For now, I wasn't going to bring it up. I still had to see what Cerulean was talking to to elicit such a reaction out of my own thoughts.

I turned the corner to find a tensed up Cerulean attempting to feed a fussy Shelby while Stephanie was next to her sister making the poop face, "Oh, come on, Stephanie. Really? You just have to poop like every hour, don't you?" Cerulean said, as he put down the baby food on Shelby's high chair, and he stood up to grab Steph to go give her a diaper change.

I couldn't help but find myself staring at Cerulean wanting to see this every time I came home from work. Cerulean trying to feed our babies when I walk into the door and help him finish up with the kids. Then, after putting the babies to bed, I would pick up Cerulean and take him to the bathroom where I would run us both a bath with bath salts and rose petals. Then, after washing Cerulean from head to toe, I would slowly work his penis into a full on erection.

I suddenly felt a hand grab my semi erection through my jeans, and I moaned out when I found myself staring down into my handsome man's bright blue eyes.

"What have you been thinking about, you naughty boy?" Cerulean asked me teasingly.

"Hmm," I moaned out, "Just thinking about you with our kids one day. I would come home late a few nights to find you feeding our babies just like you attempted with-"

"Wait," Cerulean cut me off suddenly, "You want kids? With me?"

I couldn't tell if he was just emotional or upset that I wanted to have children with him, "Yes, baby, I really want to raise kids of our own with you. We'd make the best dads ever!"

Cerulean's eyes began to overflow with tears, "I love you," Cerulean whispered.

"Oh, baby," I quietly spoke as wrapped my hand around the back of Cerulean's neck, "I love you so fucking much that it hurts, but it's the best pain I've ever felt. God, I can't even imagine my life without you, kitten." I was just staring down into Cerulean's bright blue eyes, and then I slowly proceeded down to kiss his begging lips. I gripped his hair into my hand, and pulled him closer. It was a slow, sensual kiss with minimal tongue. The kiss was just pure love, pure joy.

Soon, I found myself wanting and needing more. I bit down onto his bottom lip and pulled into my own mouth. Suddenly, a very small hand reached up and went in between mine and Cerulean's lips. We both started laughing as we looked down at the squirming baby in Cerulean's arms. Stephanie began sucking on Cerulean's fingers, and Cerulean was murmuring, "So now you want to eat," to Stephanie.

I chuckled at Cerulean and Stephanie, and I looked over to Shelby's high chair where she had her baby food spread all over the chair and all over her face. My eyes went wide to find the little girl painted orange from her carrot baby food.

"What did you do?" I asked Shelby. Her response was to give me a toothless giggle and a big poop face.

"Oh, come on, Shelby, I just changed your sister's diaper," Cerulean complained.

"Don't worry, baby," I told Cerulean, "I'll change her."

Cerulean stood up on his tip toes and kissed me, "Thank you, baby." I just kissed him back.

Before I changed Shelby's diaper, I grabbed a wet paper towel and wiped off all the carrots from Shelby's face and hands. She had even gotten some in her hair.

"What the hell have you been doing?" I asked Shelby. She gave me another toothless smile, and my heart melted. I looked over to Cerulean to find him feeding Stephanie some banana baby food. He was just so perfect. All I wanted was for the two of us to be a real family with some rugrats running around in a house of our own, not one of our apartments. We needed a nice, big house for kids to run around and to have a few dogs of our own, too.

I finally finished wiping off Shelby's face and I picked her up and took her into the nursery which was across the hall from Coral and Stefan's bedroom. I laid her down on the changing table and she immediately starts to cry.

"Oh, baby, don't cry, honey. It's okay, the sooner we start this, the sooner we can go back to playing, okay?" I told her even though I knew she wouldn't answer back. I carefully pulled off Shelby's hot pink pants. I then proceeded to take off her diaper, and boy, was I suprised.

"Oh, God, you're a poop monster!" I shouted out as I wiped up her bottom and put baby powder on her and then got out a new, clean diaper. Shelby continued to squirm and cry throughout the entire process, but once I got her pants back on and picked her up, she stopped crying immediately. I simply rolled my eyes at Shelby and carried her back into the kitchen to find Cerulean just finishing feeding Stephanie her mushy bananas.

"Look, Stephy, there's your Uncle Alex," Cerulean whispered, tickling Stephanie's belly. I smiled down at a blushing Cerulean. He obviously forgot about my vampire hearing as he flushed a bright red.

"I love the sound of that, Cerulean," I said to him quietly as I pushed back a piece of hair that had fallen over his face.

"Do you, now?" Cerulean asked, teasingly.

I nodded my head, giving an affirmative sign, "But you know what I would love even more?"

"What?"

I took in a deep breath and let it out, "To be called "daddy" sometime soon."

A mega watt smile bursted through Cerulean's lips, "Me, too." We were just simply standing there looking into each other's eyes while I still had my hand on the back of Cerulean's neck. I simply played with the ends of his hair, and far too soon, our moment ended as a high pitched angry scream pierced the quiet air.

We both let out a chuckle when we looked over to find Shelby attempting to walk without cruising on the furniture and toys. She simply kept on falling right back down on her tiny little butt. Then, Stephanie wanted to do the same as her sister and attempt to walk. That attempt quickly ended in failure as she tumbled right down onto her face.

Stephanie let out a hurt cry, and Cerulean and I rushed over to pick her up and dust her off. He was holding her as she cried out all the tears, and I knew at that moment that I wanted to take the next step in our relationship. But first, I needed a ring to do that.