“How could you do this to me Roc?!”You yelled trying to leave out the room door to leave him for good but he pulled you back towards him.
“If you ever leave me baby, leave some morphine at my door.”he says looking into your eyes.
“Nope,how the hell are you going to cheat on m.I gave you love, I gave you happiness, well it obviously wasn’t enough of happiness if you decided to cheat on me.”you start tearing.”Why shouldn’t I leave you?” you ask him
“”Cause it would take a whole lot of of medication, to realize what we use to have, we don’t have it anymore.” he responds
“Well that’s was your choice.”you start crying harder
Roc tries to comfort you but you manged to escaped from his grip, grab your bags, run to the living room and make it halfway out that door until he pulls you back to him.
“There will be no sunlight if I lose you baby.” he tells you
“You didn’t think about that before you did what you did.” you reply
“There will be no clear skies if you I lose you baby.” he continues
“Every action has a consequence nigga.” you continue
“And just like the clouds my eyes will do the same if you walk away.”
“And if I do walk away?” you asked
“Everyday it will rain. I don’t want it to feel like that.” he replies
“”Whatever.” you roll your eyes
“Baby, there’s no religion that can save me.” he says getting on his knees begging for forgiveness.
You laugh.
“You want me to forgive you just because you got on your knees begging for forgiveness.” you laugh harder” Yo are funny as hell you should be a damn comedian.”
“No matter how long my knees are on the floor you won’t forgive me?” he asked
You continue laughing
“Hell no.”
“I need you.I need you so I can keep you by my side and to keep you from walking out that door.”
“I don’t care Roc.I’m tired of trying.” you say
“Look baby,I’ll never be your mother your mother’s favorite, every time we go to your parents house your daddy can’t even look me in the eye.”he says as he grabs your hands.
“I don’t blame because I can’t even look you in the eyes right now” you say”Nut their just afraid of something they can’t understand.” you continue
“But little darling watch me change their minds, but for you i’ll try, i’ll pick up these broken pieces till i’m bleeding if that will make right.” he says trying to hug you
“No i’m done Roc.” you pull away
“Don’t just say goodbye,don’t just say goodbye I love you.” he kept repeating.
“No you had your chance,as much as this hurts me, but I have to say it.” you pause”Goodbye Roc” you says as you leave out the door.
Song of Inspiration:It Will Rain
Artist:Bruno Mars
