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Preview: Harry stopped letting you take sleeping pills as he was worried but you couldn't sleep one night and you had to find them but he caught you

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"C'mon darling, let's go to bed" Harry yawned, switching the tv off and stretching his arms out "Just a little longer?" I requested, still wide awake. He chuckled and pulled my arms up so I was standing up "No baby, you need sleep" he denied, kissing my forehead then walking away to lock the front door. I whined and trodded upstairs, knowing I will never be able to sleep without my pills.

"Hurry up, most people actually enjoy sleep, and I enjoy it more when you're asleep next to me" Harry told me from behind me, placing his hands on my shoulders and pushing me forwards. "Well I enjoy it when I feel like it" I huffed, going into the bathroom and taking my toothbrush. "Well you never feel like it, so I must keep you on a proper sleep schedule as you and I are very busy people who can't sleep in all the time" he commented, following me and taking his toothbrush "Shut up" I muffled while brushing my teeth. He sighed and brushed his teeth, knowing it is literally impossible to get me to bed without an argument or my pills.

5 minutes later we were both laying down in bed and Harry had flipped me onto my stomach so he could draw shakes on my back while he layed next to me and kept his eyes closed. I was facing away from him so he couldn't see my side awake eyes, only enjoying the feeling on his touch "Go to sleep baby" Harry mumbled, stopping his actions and grabbing my waist, pulling me closer to him as if I was teddy bear. "I was asleep" I lied, turning onto my side. He opened his eyes slowly and looked at me plainly "Lier, now go to sleep, I love you" he whispered, planting a kiss on my lips before nuzzling his head under my neck. "Love you too" I sighed, playing with the curls in his hair waist one hand while rubbing his back with one hand.

The normal routine, Harry would fall asleep in my arms and I would be up all night long, not actually having a clue on what to do. But, the thing is, I am exhausted but I can't sleep, and I really need to sleep because my temper is becoming short and I fear that Harry is going to start noticing so I need those pills. If he finds out, he'll flip, but I need them, so badly, otherwise I'll just make our lives miserable.

At around 2am I had enough, so I attempted to leave the bed, which failed as Harry rolled over and pulled me back to him in his sleep. I huffed and managed to slide out of his grasp and crawl out from the bottom of the bed sheets and sneak downstairs.

For goodness sake, of course he hid them.

I groaned and got a stool and stood on it, looking at the top of the cabinets with my phone torch till I finally found them in the back corner.

That's when I heard footsteps as I was stretching my arm out as far as I could, standing on one foot on my tiptoes to lean forward and reach forward for them.

"Y/N what the hell are you doing, get down, you're going to get hurt!" Harry hissed as he came into the kitchen and rushed to my side. "Wait.." I said, my fingertips touching the medication "What- no Y/N you're not taking them, I've told you you are never taking them again!" He warned me, grabbing my waist and lifting me down from the stool.

"Harry I need them, I can't sleep!" I argued, pushing his hands away and climbing onto the counter. "Y/N enough! Get down!" He yelled, grabbing my waist and lifting me off the counter again. "Stop it Harry!" I exclaimed, trying to get out of his grasp however he held my hands down by my side.

"No you stop it, we agreed you'd stop taking them, you're going to kill yourself taking them, I don't fucking care if the doctors gave them to you, okay? Now why do you need them?" Harry demanded, concern yet anger filling his pupils.

"Why do you think Harry, to show them in my ears as earbuds, obviously not!" I answered sarcastically earning an eye roll from him. He scoffed and turned the kitchen lights off, leading me upstairs to our bedroom, shutting the door behind him, and pushing me down onto the bed before holding his arms around me tightly so I couldn't escape.

"It's 2am baby, what's going on?" Harry sighed, holding me comfortingly in ages "Fine, I haven't slept in days! I can't sleep Harry, it's impossible, I'm not tired then I am and my god damn brain won't turn off an-and I don't wanna wake you up because you're such a busy person with busy days and you need your sleep" I caved, explaining almost every little detail.

"Baby you can always wake me up, I will always be here for you, no matter what, and I can put everything on hold, I will if you don't go to sleep, I am going to help you fall asleep, but what's on your mind?" He wondered, kissing my shoulder repeatedly.

"I-I'm just worried I'm at the highlight of my life because everything is going so well and it's going to start going downhill, wh-what if I lose you" I whispered, my voice shaking and chin quivering. Harry held me tighter and intertwined our legs "You will never, ever lose me, I swear, you are the love of my life, and this is only the beginning of your career, honey you're only 24, you have a long way to go of succession and fame and love, don't worry" he reassured me, towering over me and kissing me passionately.

"You promise?" I checked after he pulled away, cupping his cheeks. He nodded "Why would I ever lie to you, now lay down and turn around so you're on your stomach, I'm going to give you a massage, and do not say a word" he said before getting off me. I reluctantly turned around and dug my head into the pillow as Harry kneeled over my lower back and pulled my shirt up then began rubbing my back.

It did feel nice, I felt all the tension leave my body and my shoulders dropped swiftly and after 10 minutes of this I was fast asleep. Harry smiled to himself and got off my back, pulling my shirt down before laying down and holding me close to him "Sleep well, love ya darling".

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