Chapter 10: House Party

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 Ali (POV)

Justin: I got bored so I thought I'd come over. Your dad obviously ain't home.

Me: yeah he's working the grave yard shift as they say.

Justin: Ali, it's all good, your Dad just trying get back on top.

Me: yeah but I just wish I could go back to Juliards, play my music and just not have to worry about everything , you know?

Justin: yeah I got you, but Ali nothing's stopping you from playing your music. You have a piano

Me: Hahahahaha yeah but my Dad doesn't let anyone play it.

Justin: I know you still play when he isn't home.

Me: yeah I do.

I missed Justin. He knew me better than anyone. He kind of understood me

Justin: Ali I can't hold this in any longer

Me: what?

Justin: Ali I really like you, I like you so much it hurts and I just don't know what to do. And I know this sounds crazy and I know you like that nigga Roc.

 My face stiffened up. I knew I wasn't about to cry. Why, why why Justin. I have to admit I love Justin. Too much but as a brother.

Me: I don't like Roc

 Justin (POV)

She looked down at the floor. She looked up at me, her eyes widened. Damn her eyes were beautiful. And when she smiled they smiled too. Her face pouted up. I just stood there, I don't know why this is do hard. I love Ali. She had been with me since we were little. I can't hold this is anymore. I forced out a response

Me: who do you like?

She looked up at me. I saw tears coming down. Why was she crying. I pulled Ali into a hug. She was soft. I held her in my arms.

Ali: Justin, I love you a lot, a lot a lot?', But like a brother and a boyfriend. I don't know I have mixed feelings and I just I just don't wanna.

Me: what?

Ali: I don't want to like two different guys at the same time.

 Shes talking about that boy Roc. She sniffled, and it was a cute sniffle

Justin: Ali I'm sorry I didn't mean to

Ali (POV)

Sweet. I kissed him. I couldn't help it I love the boy. His lips were warm and i could feel him press his lips against mine. Harder. Justin pressed me against the wall and his lips were soft and this time when we were making I felt something. Before I knew it we were in the floor and he was on top of me, slowly kissing my neck. No, we HAD to stop. I was in no way shape or form ready for sex. No way! Too many thoughts ran through my head. But I let him keep going. He stopped

Me: Justin?

Justin: oh...

Me: hahahaha it's ok. You were

Justin: moving too fast?

Me: kind of, I'm not ready to

Justin: me either

Me:seriously? I thought you

Justin: what?

Me: remember? 7th grade? That girl that was in 9th grade?

Justin: who Angie? Angie Bario?

Me: I think, didn't you two!?

Justin: no, it was a lie. Like everyone other girl she wanted to make her ex jealous so she convinced me to tell the whole school we fucked behind at that party.

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