Chapter Forty

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Christian

Jan. 22

1:00 P.M.

Yoongi; do you think he'll ever realize how much i love him? And how all the stuff i do for him i do for me too, just so i can be with him longer

Christian; i think he feels like shit because he feels like he isn't putting anything into your relationship

Yoongi; but I'M the one who likes him

Yoongi; we aren't dating, and even if we were I wouldn't ask for anything except what he was comfortable with

Yoongi; i fucking know i'm whipped for him, he pulls me out of this damn pit i've been in for my entire life and ffs he makes my heart beat so fast that i fear i'll pass out when i'm around him, and whenever he giggles and smiles a lump forms in my throat and my voice get caught because he makes me feel emotions i didn't even know i had and god

Yoongi; sometimes i see joon and jin hyung and i wonder if i'll ever get something like what they have because they are long past their honeymoon phase but yet still so, so in love

Yoongi; Jimin makes me care

Yoongi; Jimin makes me feel

Yoongi; Jimin makes me that goofy little boy i was so fucking long ago and it feels so good

Yoongi; its god damn euphoric

Christian; i am literally crying

Christian; you should write poetry

Christian; yoongi, i'm sure he is in love with you

Christian; no, i kNOW he is in love with you

Chrisitian; there is nothing about you he couldn't love.

Christian; you are everything he ever wanted, anything he ever needed. You are his late night pick me up, his best friend till the end of fucking time, ride or die type shit.

Christian; yoongi, he loves you

Christian; he just doesn't know how to show you yet

Yoongi; i wish i could say i will wait for him until the end of time

Yoongi; but i don't know if i could make it that long without going crazy

Yoongi; i hope he figures it out soon, because my chest hurts when i think of him and im jealous of kook because him and tae are so happy

Yoongi; i'm jealous of my little fucking brother

Yoongi; i'm a mess dude

Christian; just a little longer, hyung

Christian; i'm sure he'll come around soon

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Christian

Jan. 23

1:09 A.M.

Yoongi; i'm telling you this because you're the only person close enough to me i trust telling, because i don't want to burden minnie with this, and my friends have had their fill, and kook definitely doesn't need to know.

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