Strawberries and Cigarettes

Chapter Forty-Eight

Seokie

Feb. 15

4:28 P.M.

Yoongi; i miss him

Yoongi; but I can't talk to him

Seokie; why not?

Yoongi; i feel like throwing up whenever i try

Yoongi; I see my dad hitting me, and me hitting Jimin

Yoongi; I see jimin being afraid of me, turning me down

Seokie; literally we both know you wouldn't lay a hand on jimin and we both know he is most definitely hopelessly in love with you dude

Seokie; but like yeah what's up

Yoongi; he isn't seok he fucked with me for months, messed with my feelings, never said anything, told me he liked me as christian just to mess with my head and if that isn't rejection idk what is

Yoongi; and i'm not even mad at him what the hell

Yoongi; I'm at the club house, watching mulan, crying

Seokie; has he not explained himself or anything or something?

Yoongi; we don't talk much, and all he ever says is sorry

Yoongi; he texted me right after i found out, and during that week, and then when something happened with his dad but

Yoongi; i think he's waiting on me to break the ice

Yoongi; and i don't think I can do it this time seok

Seokie; welp must suck for you

Seokie; are you coming to my party

Yoongi; no cause ur an asshole and i hope you rot in hell

Seokie; but i'm inviting jimin and tae is dressing him up and i heard jimin is supposed to apologize publicly

Yoongi; def not showing up then

Yoongi; his apologies don't mean shit to me tbh

Yoongi; i know the poor baby means it, but there is a lot of stuff that idk how to forgive

Seokie; okay well i made that last part up in an effort to convince you to come so like okay

Seokie; but come onnnn

Seokie; i'm turning eighteen

Seokie; you should be there

Yoongi; fine you prick, stop acting like i would miss ur birthday

Yoongi; just there better be alcohol, and a lot of it

Yoongi; drunk yoongi misses drunk hobi :(

Seokie; the oddasity

Seokie; wait how do you spell that

Seokie; oddesy

Seokie; oddesay

Seokie; oddacity

Seokie; i give up