I felt so useless. After we decided to stay friends I couldn't help but wonder if Zayn had any part in his heart that he liked me too. But the agonizing truth was slapped right in my face... He only saw me as a friend. After our confrontation to one another I decided to take a stroll down London to take my mind off of everything. Harry has been pretty distant lately. I couldn't help but think about his dimples an his amazing green eyes staring into mine. I was getting real tired of this bullshit between Harry and me. I saw a couple walking by me and I thought of Zayn and Harry. How could my life turn out so complicated? I feel so confused and hurt. I don't know what to do anymore. I thought if I took matters into my own hands things will turn out okay. I was wrong. Things have gotten so complicated I don't know how to get out of it. My mom had always told me to follow my heart and let it lead the way. I have but it keeps taking me into complications and heartbreak. I know that I love Harry... But I think I am falling in love with Zayn too.
The sudden thought made me stop walking and let me process what I had just said. I love Zayn? I questioned. But deep down I knew it was true. I suddenly knew what I had too do. I was going to talk to zayn and ask him what really happened and if he really thought if it was a mistake and then I was going to face my fears and talk to Harry. And not like the regular conversations we had... But talk to him like I had last summer. My heart was telling me yes and my head was telling me no. Once I talk to Harry I will know what exactly happened that summer and I won't let the unknown possibilities burn in my head no longer... I was going to find out the truth whether I wanted to know or not. I was ready to face him head on and I am ready for what might happen.
************authors note************
Hey everyone! I know this is short but get ready for the drama because the next chapter will leave you at the edge of your seat! Well idk about that... But you will enjoy it! And thank you every one who has supported me throughout this book and I won't disappoint you!
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