My Crazy Life

March

I'm gonna do some ranting if that's ok with you. So, March had never been an interesting month for me. No birthdays, no holidays except for St. Patrick's Day, which isn't really a BIG holiday, but March 2016 was one of the worst. Well, first off, I lost two beloved pets. Stormy and Teddy. Well, I'm not absolutely sure Teddy is gone but there are no signs of him so he probably is. I mean, I wanna have faith but I just can't. He could be literally anywhere and so far, traps are nothing but a fail. So I'm pretty much assuming I'm never gonna see him again. I loved Teddy. I named him. I grew attached to him. Then he goes and betrays me😢. Some hamster he is😠. I know he wanted a bigger cage but we were getting him one. He just had to be patient. This is hard for me. Loosing two very special hamsters in a month. And now we don't even have Teddy's body to bury. Can someone please give me hope that I would see him again? I would be the happiest person alive if I could just see his cute little face😢 (also if Mosh broke up but that's not important). Everything we've tried to find him is a fail. Traps? Fail. Searching? Fail. Calling his name? Fail. Crying? Fail. So far even praying but I know the Lord does what's best and what's part of his plan so I won't mess with him. But why all this bad stuff in one month? Loosing two hamsters, and on days that are supposed to be fun (Choir Concert and Spring Break). Plus, a LOT more. I'm failing every class right now and I don't know what I did wrong. And Mosh😠. Just everything😖!

Things That Would Make Me The Happiest Person Alive:
1. We find Teddy and he's safe and sound again
2. Mosh breaks up
3. My grades go up like the iceberg that sunk Titanic
4. Dove Cameron/Bridgit Mendler/Sabrina Carpenter/Laura Marano notice me on Twitter!

If these things could happen, I would be sooooo happy!! So far, this month is a big bust. Two beloved hamsters gone, grades sunk like Titanic, Mosh becomes canon. Why is life treating me this way? Did I do something wrong? Please help me!! Someone get me out of this mess!!