Brielle
I never felt something so real .
Kissing you wasn't part of the deal .
You touched me, in places that were mine .
You didn't listen, you were looking to pine .
It felt so damn good, you when entered inside .
It was incredible, you took me high .
I lost something, that I'll never get back .
Giving it to you, you ran putting it in a sack .
It grows, taking nine months to cook .
I was pregnant, this baby had you hooked .
Looking me in my eyes, telling me you'll never leave .
I trusted you, it was all I had to believe .
Four kids later, five if you count the lost one .
You're till still here, trying to do what you undone .
This drug, has turned you into someone you're not .
I thought this battle, was something you had fought .
It's riding your back, asking for some weed .
I can see this addiction, trying to rise with speed .
Don't let it takeover you, I'm holding your hand .
I just summed up our life, beginning to end .
"Brielle, I'm going out ." he said coming into the room, I quickly shut my book
"Good, I'll come with you ."
"You don't need to I ain't doing nothing special ."
"Then you'll have no problem with me going ."
The kids was spending a much needed weekend with Chris's mother, I still haden't told him what I needed I guess it'll wait . Chris knows I'm mad at him for asking me about the weed thing, I know it's weed I smoked it before too shit we used to smoke it together . But I don't want anything to happen to him, I'm only looking out for him . Let's say Chris does manage to get his hands on some laced weed and he doesn't know it's laced, I don't know if it'll be that easy getting him off like last time . Since he's told me that he wants a blunt, I been kind of standoffish with him . When that ass leave the house though, you better believe I'm out that bitch with him .
"You really didn't have to come with me babe ."
"You saying you don't want to be around me ?"
"Not at all, I wasn't doing nothing special though . A few picks up, how your foot ?"
"Hurts still ."
"You want to last in this business, you better go get it check out ."
"Whatever, we can go then ."
I really didn't want to go, I know I'm fine I don't need a doctore telling me the same thing .
"You should have stayed home, you going to slow me down hobbling behind me ."
"We already riding Chris, you aren't turning the car around ."
He shook his head briefly "You really still mad at me ?"
"What makes you say that ?"
"The way you talking to me, you not even looking at me ."
"Cause I don't want to, I don't see nothing worth looking at right now ."
