Third Person 's POV
Dr Seokjin has been a bitch to nurse Jimin lately but he still had his good side to him . Even though all he had done for Jimin was to give him a few lectures here and there , targeting him all along , his main aim was to train Jimin to become a better nurse and a stronger boy .
He had seen countless of family members crying for dear God after seeing their love ones passing , and therefore he knew what to do and what to say .
He made Jimin sit beside him as he handed him a bottle of soda , asking him to cheer up.
"I know things are hard now , but im sure that if Na Eun was still here , she wouldnt like it to see you down like this . Cmon , you gotta let go of her one day and you should know that shes in a better place now . Dont be sad anymore Jimin." He patted Jimin's back but Jimin just remained composed , not saying anything at all .
"You know , crying sometimes would make people feel better , have you tried doing so ? "
Ignoring his sunbae's words , he ran off to grab his bag after changing out of his work attire and reread Na Eun's bucket list once again .
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WELCOME TO NA EUN'S BUCKET LIST ❤️ !
(you may refer to this anytime throughout the story as it progresses)
1) collect a whole jar filled with sea shells ^^
2) go on a drive by the beach
3) go camping with someone i like
4) get a boyfriend
5) try scuba diving
6) visit the nightclub for once with a trusty guy friend !!
7) visit the pet shelter and play with dogs for a day
8) drink hot chocolate on a cold rainy day
9) touch GOT7's Jaebum's butt !! AHHHHHHOPPASARANGHAE
10) build a fort with pillows
11) die in peace in someone's arms :)
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He realised that he had managed to fulfil everything except for one , and that was what he is going to do today , just for her .
Na Eun's lost soul followed him along as all she was feeling was complete sadness and pain since he couldnt see her at all . She tried her best to talk and touch him , but whenever she did that , she just feels crushed more and more since she was constantly reminded that she was now dead and only a lingering soul who cant be seen at all . She felt useless . She wanted him badly , but she knew that they were over and it's impossible already .
When Jimin had reached his destination , he did not hesitate to try scuba diving since that was written as one of the many things that Na Eun had wanted to do .
"Na Eun ah , are you with me now ?" Jimin 's eyes watered as he muttered under his breath .
Na Eun heard it and immediately teared up once again . "Im here with you Jimin." She replies him only to not get back any replies .
As he was in the water , his eyes was still watering but Na Eun couldnt tell if he was really crying , or if it was just the saltwater going into his goggles . He swam and kicked in the water , thinking about Na Eun and imagining her reaction whenever a huge fish swims past .
He imagined holding her in his arms , swimming alongside with her while goofing around with each other's hair . He thought that if she was still here beside him , she would want to take many photos of them together for memory sake .
He imagined looking at the same eyesmile that he would usually see when Na Eun is happy . He imagined holding her hands after scuba diving and listening to her talk for hours about her hopes and dreams for the future . He imagined a beautiful life ahead with her .
He knew that those were impossible, so he told himself to let all of his imaginations drown right here in this arena and when he leaves this place , he would stop frowning and moping around like a sad child . He was going to try to forget her after today .
Na Eun swam alongside with Jimin , staring at his imperfectly perfect face , longing for him to see her , to touch her and to talk to her . She was smiling for the first time after her death . She knew how much Jimin had loved her and she was ready to let herself go for Jimin . She was contented with her short yet sweet love story with Park Jimin .
And thats when she had decided to not stay for the full 7 days of her death ceremony, instead , leaving right after Jimin gets out of the diving arena .
You have finished my bucketlist with me as promised , and so here's a kiss as a reward for you .
Na Eun felt nervous as she approached Jimin in the water , going nearer towards his face . She squeezed her eyes shut tightly as she kept praying that Jimin would be able to see her . Without warning , she crashed her lips on Jimin 's cheeks and surprisingly, she felt something soft on her lips . When she opened her eyes, she realised that her lips was still on Jimin's cheeks . Did the Gods just answer to my prayers ? She thought .
Jimin's eyes widened at the sight of Na Eun and he immediately gasped for air , coughing as he pushed himself quickly upwards so that he could breath properly after letting go of the mouthpiece that was needed for him to breathe underwater. Was i dreaming ? Was that really Na Eun ? He thought .
Na Eun carefully made her way out of the diving arena as she looked up to the sky , knowing that no matter what happens , she still needed to go .
This was her last goodbye .
Goodbye Jimin . Thank you for everything , my guardian angel .Thank you for painting my days with colours like im a white canvas .
THE END
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Paint | PJM
FanfictionPaint my days with colours like im a white canvas . A story in which the girl is sick but has a bucket list to fulfill . Warning : heart wrenching story . May cause tears to flow freely and shoes to be thrown at me .
