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I'm feeling it again.
The nervousness.
The feeling that I'm falling. 
The heart-pounding,
nerve-wracking,
unshakable feeling that won't seem to go away.
Only this time,
it's because of someone different.
I don't want to do this again.
I don't want to fall for someone again,
only to find out they never really liked me
in the first place.
I don't want to spend every waking second
thinking about them
when they hardly think about me twice a week.
I don't want to start imagining everything that could happen,
and then have my heart broken
when not a single part of it comes true.

I'm falling in love again,
But this time,

I don't want to.

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