Someone

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I need someone right now,
please.
I need someone to see me,
I need someone to help me,
I need someone who understands.

I need someone who can tell I'm not okay even when I say I am.
I just need someone, anyone who cares enough to help.

I feel worthless and empty and lost and like no one cares
and I just need someone right now to help me see
that I'm not as bad
as I think I am.
I need someone to show that they do care
and I'm not a burden to them and I'm not in the way
and they would care if I was gone.

I need someone to show me that I'm not a failure and I'm not annoying and I'm not a disappointment
and they do care about what I have to say
even though I'm quiet
and weird
and don't say anything important.

I need someone to show me it's okay to mess up
because it doesn't automatically mean
I'll never be good enough for anyone.
I need someone to show me that I am good enough,
that I'm not a failure and I'm not annoying, ugly, fat, stupid, boring or weird.
I need someone to show me that I'm not a terrible person
and they don't hate me
and I do deserve love and affection.

I just need someone.

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