Everything hurts
So much
And I want it all to stop
But I don't know what to do to make it stop
I don't want to wake up tomorrow
I feel so, so low
I want a way out
And I want to die but I'm afraid to
I want to hurt myself
but I know if I start to
someone will find out
and be angry with me
and try to help me
and feel sorry for me
And I also know if I start I wouldn't be able to stop until
I die
I know if I start hurting myself people will start to look at me with sad eyes and ask if I'm okay
and I want sympathy
but at the same time
I really don't
I want someone to hold me and tell me it'll be okay
but I know it's not going to be
I know that it won't get better
Everything's going downhill
and it's all my fault
Author's Note
I don't know...
My head's just a mess and I can't concentrate on anything anymore and I can't sleep and I'm always disappointed in everything I do because it's just never good enough so I've just stopped trying at this point
I don't know.
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The Light in the Dark (Completed)
PoetryCover made by the amazing @mikeyspizzadope (go check them out they're cool) It's 3 A.M., and you can't sleep. Your heart feels like it might burst out of your chest. Your ears are ringing, echoing in your brain, and everything hurts so badly. Your...
