Olivarry/Flarrow One-Shot

Im Sorry

Requested by @sportlover83 and some inspiration by cyber bully.
Trigging topics include:   Eating disorder, bullying, self-harm, and attempt at suicide as well as heavy language and gay slurs.

"Fag" Oliver said, shoving Barry into the locker as he passed. Barry just stayed where he was shoved with his eyes down untill Oliver passed. He sighed and pulled his hood up and continued on to class making sure he didn't catch up to Oliver and his friend tommy. Tommy and Oliver has been harassing Barry since middle school. Tommy was always with Oliver and would throw slurrs and insults but Oliver was the real bully. He was vicious and cruel and would get very physical every now and then. But usually it was insults and getting shoved into a locker, wall or the floor. Barry was used to this treatment by now seeing as he was a senior. For six years now Oliver has tormented Barry and he was almost to the ledge. It was the beginning of senior year meaning he had a whole year left of this abuse and he wasn't sure if he could take it. That day after his last class he'd gotten one of the worse beatings of his life. Oliver was pissed off, laurel, his girlfriend  broke up with him and he took his anger out on Barry. He kicked and kicked and punched until tommy had to pull him off out of fear he'd kill Barry. Barry laid there, two broken ribs, both eyes back, broken nose, twisted ankle and blood all over his body. He eventually got up and painfully limped his way to his car and drive himself home. Once home he couldn't hide his injuries so joe took him to the ER. When asked who'd beaten him up he refused to tell. He was bandaged up and sent home around midnight. He collapsed on his bed completely exhausted.

Even though it was only Monday barry skipped the rest of week which only made Oliver more angry. So he started harassing Barry online on his social media account. He called him ugly, disgusting, fat,a fag, loser, homo and every other name he could think of. Barry was home alone reading his messages, sobbing, and basically having a panic attack.

Barry had finally had enough he opened his laptop and clicked the camera on to live stream. He sniffed "so, I would say hi but Good bye sounds more accurate" he sniffed "ya know I don't why everyone hates me so much but maybe now I do" he said. "Because I hate myself now too" he said wiping his eyes.

Oliver was in class watching it. He'd never felt bad about what he did to Barry until now.

"Okay so, goodbye" he said closing the laptop.

Oliver flew out of his seat and took off out of his classroom. Tommy and the teacher tried to stop him but he sprinted out of the room and to his car.

Barry walked to the bathroom listening to breathe me sia on full blast. He grabbed the razor and looked at himself in the mirror crying hard. Oliver banged onto the door. Barry immediately slid the razor across his wrist deep and hard multiply times. After banding on the door for five minutes Oliver ended up breaking it down. "Barry!" He yelled following the music. He opened the door to Barry's room only to find it empty then he saw the light in the bathroom door. He banged on the door "Barry!" He yelled. At the moment Barry passed out and hit the floor. When Oliver beard him fall he broke the door down. "Oh my god" he said freaking out as he pulled his shirt off and putting presser on the wound. He grabbed his phone and called 911.

~~later~~

"Mr.Queen?" A nurse said. Oliver stood up, shirtless with blood on his hands. "He's asking for you" she said sympathetically. Oliver swallowed and nodded walking over and walking in. Barry was zoned out and looked up at him. His eyes were red and swollen his face was still tear stained. "Hey" Oliver said gently, shutting the door. "What are you doing here?" He mumbled. "I-they said you asked for me" he mumbled. "I did, I meant why are you at the hospital, you hate me" he said. "I- was the one who found you" he said. "How did you know?" He asked. "Your live show" he mumbled. Barry looked down "you should've let me die" he mumbled. "I disagree" Oliver mumbled. "That's funny cause you constantly tell me to kill myself" he said. "I never meant it" Oliver sighed. "Yeah right" he mumbled. "I never meant any of it, Barry I was just pissed and taking it out on you, I never meant any of it, your not ugly, or fat, or dumb, or anything I ever said bad. Your amazing and attractive and I don't know a bunch of other good things I'm just... sorry" he said looking down. "Your only saying that cause you feel guilty you don't mean it" Barry mumbled. "I do mean it Barry" he said. "Yeah then why the bullying? If you mean all that why bully me in the first place?" He snapped. "Because I liked you okay! In middle school I had a crush on you and didn't know how to handle it so I just bullied you, I wanted the attention from you and then it just became a habit" he snapped. Barry went quiet, "why are you telling me this" he mumbled. "Because I'm sorry, I never realized how serious this was, or how much it really effected you" he said. "I was literally in the hospital after what you did on Monday" he said. Oliver sighed "I got carried away, I did some coke that morning and laurel found out and dumped me" he mumbled. "Am I supposed to feel bad for you" Barry snapped. "No I just wanted you to know none of it was your fault I was just taking my anger and emotions on you and it was wrong" he said. "Why Tell me this? Why tell me all of this what is your angle" he asked. "I don't have one just want you to forgive me" he said. "For what? Torturing me for six years? Making me hate myself? Making me want to kill myself? Or putting me in the hospital eight times? Or my personal favorite making me feel that the only escape from mental pain was slitting my damn wrists on the daily!" He snapped. "all of it" Oliver sighed. "So what you come in here compliment me say sorry and expect everything to be okay? Expect the scars to go away? Expect us to be what? Friends? More? Fuck you Queen" Barry sighed. "I know I could never erase what I did" he mumbled. "I just-" he sighed. "Just know I truly am sorry" he mumbled. "I won't bother you anymore. And neither will Tommy" he mumbled. "Ever" he said turning to leave but stopped at the door, "goodbye Barry" he mumbled. It was quiet for a moment so Oliver opened the door and as he stepped out Barry said "bye Oliver" in a quiet soft tone. Oliver looked at him and left shutting the door behind him.

((Part two coming soon and I'll correct the grammar soon))