Niall Horan Imagines

Never Get Hurt Again

I have a boyfriend named Lucas. We've been together for 2 years but sadly our relationship isn't good as like others. Well I thought it was going to be a prefect relationship or let me say the one where people say who is "couple goals". I'm wrong. It's actually opposite.

We are now 4th year college. We started dating mid of our 2nd year college. I don't even know why I'm still in this relationship. It was like I'm scared. I'm scared to leave cause he might do something bad to me especially my family.

Lucas is my an abusive boyfriend. My parents doesn't know that Lucas is hurting me every single day. Nobody knows actually. Even my friends and bestfriend Jessa. I've been hiding this for so long.

Well, He was actually good before. He's the most popular guy in our school and a lot of girls are going crazy about him. I don't really care about him before until one day he started putting notes on my locker.

Everyday he will stick a note and then will show up in front of me and will flirt with me. Few months later I started liking him. He was very sweet, caring, protective and kind. He even visit me at my house and very close with my mom and dad. Until 1 year later, Year 3 on college. He started going out, going at clubs. He even invite me sometimes which is the most thing I hate. He would get drunk every single night.

It was a nightmare to me. It was okay at first I don't really care and wasn't bothered at all. Until one night I was left alone because my parents went on a business trip. He knocked on my door and to my surprise he was so drunk. I got scared and didn't know what to do.

Few minutes later he started getting angry and accusing me for the things I never really do. He slapped me and pushed me so hard. I was so scared and was froze at my spot. I let him hurt me that night.

The next day, he went at my house and started apologizing for what he did. He told me it was never really his intention and he didn't know what he was doing. Me being dumb. I believed on him and forgave him.

He then started going to bars again and will see me every night just to hurt me. Like even in public he would hit me. I started having bruises and cuts. My mouth would bleed. He would slap or punch me. Until one day I started feeling numb and didn't know what hurts anymore.

I changed what I wear. I always wear longsleeves or hoodies and pants to cover up all the wounds he caused on me. Jessa started feeling weird and keep asking me what was wrong but I refuse to open up.

I even remember what Lucas told me few nights ago "Don't you dare tell anyone about this or else you'll die or your parents. Don't fucking test me!" I didn't know what to do. I wanted to get help but scared he might do something to me and my parents.

It's been 2 years until now he hasn't changed at all. He will still get drunk and will start hurting me. I am temporary living with him because my parents trusted him and knows I'm safe. But the truth is I'm not. I want to escape but I don't know how, it's like I was being controlled by someone.

Today, I will not go home at his house. I am going home. I will escape this hell. I'm so done and I'm so weak anymore. This is too much. It is affecting my school now. This is bad. I can't let my parents down. They are expecting on me.

It's 4pm, I was running fast, leaving school as quick as possible. I don't want to see Lucas and get dragged by him. I don't want him to force me anymore.

I was busy running until I bump into someone. I looked up and saw a blonde hair guy with a blue eyes. He's taller than me. He immediately gave me a smile. "Oh sorry Miss. I didn't see you." He's irish accent was thick. Oh boy he looks cute. Wait what no. Not now (Y/N).