chapter 32 love me?

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It's next morning I woke up on couch with Taehyung beside me today is Sunday and tomorrow we are going to left South Korea to went for a short trip to Thailand.

"Taehyung where is my pillow? " I asked as I was now laying without anything under my head.
"How can I know it" He replied O scoffed and tried to stood up but he pulled me towards him.
"Hey.. Don't leave it's still early" He said and I nodded
"But I want my pillow" Then he pushed me to lay beside him. He put his arm under my head and pulled me closer.
"Now you have something to sleep on now please shut up and sleep" He said and I pouted
"I hate you"
"I love you" He wishpered. I looked at him with widened eyed he then realized what he said. I stood up and went to restroom. He wanted to follow me but I quickly closed doors and locked it.
"Jisoo I'm sorry I shouldn't have tell you that early... too early i know it but please don't be angry"
I just ignored it and was looking at myself in mirror with tears
'He really love me? '
'Someone like me? '
'I'm no one what the heck he see in me?'
'I love you too Taehyung'
'But I don't deserve happiness'
'Not in this life'

I sat down on floor am I really that bad should I stop this nonsense between us?

Finally I walked out from restroom to see Taehyung sitting on floor beside doors.
When I walked out he suddenly stood up
"Jisoo.. "
"Taehyung I don't think it's good for us... for you" I said truly I love you Taehyung but I can't let you be in pain because of me
"Jisoo I love you I know you feel same" I shocked my head
"No Taehyung. I won't be able to return it back (I was shivering) we... I.. You there isn't... there isn't any.. Anything about us" I said trying no to get teary again...he walked towards me.

"Kim Jisoo I know what you are saying isn't true stop trying to lie to yourself everything is fine do what you want and  be yourself" I was about to explode in tears.
'Myself? Do I even know who am I'
'How can you be with someone who isn't even sure who is their real self"

"I don't want to be here anymore... I'm leaving to doorm" I said and went to pack my things,
"Jisoo you don't want it you know that please don't do anything against your will" I didn't look at him cause I knew I'll loose it

After 2 hours
"Goodbye" I said and left from there not looking back at him

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