Blue Roses

chapter 20

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he looked at me with guilt filling his eyes for some reason , maybe because he felt that i some how was hurt that he brought me to the same place he used to go with her , but i know better not to blame him i mean he only brought me here when he saw how i seemed to be a huge McDonald's fan .

i shouldn't be angry nor hurt , it'll be over reacting if i did ....

"i'm sorry rose i didn't-" he was starting but i cut him off

he doesn't need to apologize

" it's okay williams she is part of your life , i get it...it's okay "i told him , i mean i understand that so i'm not mad or upset , she was his girlfriend so ...

" was , she was but not anymore . " he said stressing on was and my goddess is dancing smoothly on a wire with a wide smile

" okay " i said trying to mask my happiness

" no it's not okay i need you to understand this part " he said with force and an angry tone making couple of faces turn our direction

what got into him ?

why is he angry now ? i blush out of embarrassed and my goddess falls from the wire she was dancing on

" i got it okay ..... it's not even my business " i told him looking out of the window

we're heading to a place i'm not sure if i'd like

" stop saying that , if it's not your business i won't be telling you , okay " he said yet again with the same high pitch . making me turn to him now in disbelieve

What's wrong with him ?

we're in a restaurant with people around us he should watch his voice

i don't even know what got into him ?

he can't yell at me each time and expect me to be fine with it

" have you finished ? " i asked him still in the same calm state that came over me

don't even ask

but i can only promise that if that same conversation happened in a more private place , my reaction would be 180 degrees different

" finished what?." he asked me with confused eyes

" picking a fight with me " i told him and couldn't control the break in my voice , his eyes soften

he obviously is mad for some reason and just taking it all out on me

he'd be dreaming if he thinks that i'll be okay with it

" that's not what i'm doing " he said rolling his eyes

he has to be kidding me

" yes it is from the moment you saw this waitress is something going-" i was interrupted by her coming to give us the orders , which i still find weird cause i'm used on always ordering my orders myself and have a seat but i guess this is one highlight of being around williams brown.

" can i get you anything else mr brown " she said looking at him as she placed our meals and drinks on the table , he looked at her and she immediately blushed hard

yup he has the same effect he has on me on all other women too .

" no thank you kristen " he said nodding and she' smiled then left without glancing my way

" something what.?" he asked me wanting to hear what i was about to say before kristen cuts in

" nothing " i said not looking at him , i don't want to start a new argument