Chapter 18 - Treat her better

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I shut the door of my car and looked up the house still in Alaska

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I shut the door of my car and looked up the house still in Alaska. Breathing in the fresh air and smiled.

"You're home." Jacob was the first out. He lifted me up and twirled me around.

"Hi to you too." I gave him a quick hug

"Allison!" Renesmee, sped out tackling me into a hug.

"Ness." The rest of my family joined them.

" Nessie, let your sister breathe." Dad told her and she pulled away.

"Yes I've only been gone six months." I greeted the rest of the family and we went inside. I took my coat off and sat down. I brushed the hair out of my face. Renesmee gasped and snatched my hand with my engagement ring.

"It's beautiful sissy."

"Thank you." She lifted my hand up to show the others. "It was his grandmothers, she gave it to him."

"Awh." Alice squealed. I chuckled."When is he coming up."

"the day after next." I replied

"Are you hungry? It must have been a long drive." Esme drew my attention

"Yeah, starving." She left for the kitchen.

"You look happy." Mom stated while holding Dad.

"Really, happy." I grinned. Alice sat down next to me

"What have you planned for the wedding so far, I want to know where I can help." She chirped and I brought out the notebook that I already wrote down wedding details.

"I am shopping for the dress when I get back to New York. So far we have the where and when, the guest lists and the invitations are being done as we speak. We've already planned out our wedding song. I just need to sort out the decorations for the garden at the back and the wedding menu. That stuff."

"You were more organised, than I was." Mom noted.

"Grandpa can I speak to you in private."

"Sure." I stood up and we left the room to go to his office." We sat down.

"What can I do for you?"

"Jack, he...he wants to be turned sometime after the wedding." Grandpa nodded

"How do you feel about that."

"I don't know. Happy that I don't have to watch him grow old and die. But sad because, well because of what he will face." I told him

"Grandpa I can't change him, I'm only half vampire and I don't have venom. I guess what I am trying to ask is. Will you, you know change him."

"If you are both sure."

"We are. I don't want to live without him." He kissed my head and we talked some more before Esme told me that food was ready. Renesmee, Jake and I all sat down to eat. Our family had gone out to hunt, so it was just the three of us.

"Allison."

"Humm." I was looking at my phone after dinner, when Jake spoke.

"Are you sure you want to marry him?" I looked up.

"Of course why?"

"It's just, never mind." He got up and left I looked at Renesmee confused and she sighed turning to face me properly

"He has feelings for you. Like the ones the other wolves have towards their imprints. The same ones he had for Mom when she was with Dad."

"Oh...Oh. Right, I suppose I will go talk to him." I stood up and followed after him He was stood outside on the balcony looking at the mountains.

"Can I tell you something?" I asked him

"Sure."

"I love you." He snapped his head towards me

"What."

"I love you. I care for you. But I don't want to be with you. Not anymore. I know it sounds harsh." I sighed

"Four years ago, I started having weird feelings. I started seeing you in this different light. I always loved you but you didn't love me and that was fine. I kept saying to myself one day. One day he will see and we'll live happily ever after. I thought my life was going to be like some sort of Cinderella story. I was this sister, taken for granted, talked harshly too, not treated with care and there would be this party. Like a birthday, anniversary or graduation. Something epic." I chuckled

"I would have this gorgeous dress that suppressed my sisters. Entering the room all eyes would be on me but most importantly yours. I imagine it would be like some boulder hitting you in the face or just Sam knocking some sense into you. Who knows it may have happened. Believe me I wanted it to. But I guess it wasn't meant to be. You've said so yourself you'd be anything for me. A friend, brother, protector. I get that most wolves who imprint have a romantic attachment. But it just so happens with a twist of fate. This is not that kind of story.

I will always need you in my life Jake. Your important to me, you always have been. Even if you have been a complete jerk. I want you to be happy. I want you to find someone like I have, because you deserve it Jake you really do. It's just not me."

"Ali do you really think I could explain this to anyone. You think anyone would be that understanding."

"What do you mean."

"What if, something happens to you. whether I am there or not. And they make me choose between you and them. I would choose you Ali, I couldn't bring myself to do anything else."

"You would fight it."

"I can't anymore. I have for 10 years."

"Well nothing is going to happen to me anyway. I'm here for a long time." I smiled and tapped his shoulder before heading back inside.

"Find someone Jake, if you really care for me you would find someone and treat her better." I closed the door behind me and went back to texting Jack

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