Lost

I don't like him!

I don't make it into their house before I'm attacked in Ren's mum's tight embrace.

"You are my daughter's friend!" She says into my shoulder

"Yeah" I say enthusiastically

"Oh my gosh! I can't believe it!" Ren's mum leaves go of me, and I smile warmly at her, but than I remember Ash, and I feel my expression darkening, and worry for Ren creeping at the surface.

"Mum... can we go upstairs in my room?" Ren Asks, noticing my abrupt change in mood.

"Sure!" Her mother bounces "I'll go make cookies!"

"Oh, thank you" I say politely

"What kind to you like? Are you allergic to peanuts? If so tell me-"

"No I'm not allergic to peanuts" I say quickly

"And what kind would you like?"

"Any kind, your cooking is enough to make anything taste good" I say, even though I've never even tasted anything she's cooked...

"Your such a sweetheart!" Ren's mum says, in my opinion over reacting with her kiss on my cheeks

I give her a quick forced smile and slip off my shoes than I run after Ren.

...

"I can not believe you!" Ren cries

"I know, how did I restrain myself from killing the guy?" I joke... well I'll call it a joke.

"We're not even in a relationship!" Ren says, coincidently exactly what Ash said.

"But you love him and he loves you, I don't even know what your waiting for!" I mutter, sitting on her bed and she throws her little Yeah right- big tantrum, I knew I shouldn't have told her anything, but say that to my stupid big mouth.

"I don't like him!" Ren denies

"Yeah, I know that, you love him" I say

Ren sighs and lays on her bed.

"leave me alone" she mutters to me.

I sigh "but Ren, you need someone-"

"I said leave me alone" she repeats

"How about we go out for a little outing?" I say desperately

"No" Ren replies

I sigh and get up, "are you sure?"

"Clearly I am, why else am I asking you to leave?"

"Geez, just asking"

"Did I say the overly dramatic"WAIT! I've changed my mind!" Ren says bitterly

"Nope" I reply, not at all ready to leave this bitter Ren

"Oh just eff off"

I smile a little "at least you kept a civil mouth" I comment

"Oh shut up and leave before I make you myself"

Unwillingly, I walk out.

"And close the door behind you!" Ren yells after me

I smile and close the door leaving that little gap.

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I know it's short, and I've taken a break, but it's better than nothing... right?

Quiz week hasn't finished yet so it's a little hard to even write.

And... you know that feeling when you draw something and like it and than come back to it after you drew something better and feel like:

"Wow... I was terrible"

Yeah, I'm feeling that feeling, but because this book is actually getting reads, I can't just Abandon it, though I might change the ending, since I planned a different ending when I first wrote the book.

And I'm enjoying writing my other book (which I've changed the name from Even When I'm Dying Inside to because... love)  and it'll be really really appreciated if you check it out, (click on my profile and you'll see it :) )

I'll try and update tomorrow, hope that's ok.

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And comment cause it really encourages me to keep writing and puts me in the mood too which means faster updates ;)

Lots of love and candy!

Ailani maubee