Give me love ( a yuzuru hanyu fanfic) UNDER MAJOR EDITING

Drown

Time: November 2, 2016

My hair is soaked from the oncoming rain but I don't bother to grab some shelter or an umbrella. I can't be bothered to

The service for my parents funeral just ended but everything was such a blur. I remember the Priest saying some words about the holy spirit and talking to most of my relatives that came from Japan for the service

Of course I had to invite Coach to the funeral, so obviously he found out about Romano. I remember playing the piano at the service; Cold by Jorge Méndez to be exact. I remember watching the Priest lower the China vases that held the ashes and I remember hearing a lot of "I'm sorry for your loss's"

That was an hour ago

But now, I'm standing in the pouring rain looking over my family's graves. I'm the only one left alive in my family. Rey's gone, Mom's gone, Dad's gone. Everyone else in my extended family lives in Japan and none of them have seen me since I was in diapers, until now I guess

Eito Akagi ~ February 20, 1964 - October 31, 2016

Kaiya Akagi~ June 15 ,1966 - October 31, 2016

In Loving Memory of Parents, Friends, and Soul Mates

Rey Scarlett Akagi ~ April 5,1991 -September 18, 2014

In Loving Memory of Sister, Daughter, and Friend

I know my relationship with my parents hasn't been the best, but they are my parents

Deep down I know they cared for me and loved me, but all of that was buried under their love for material

Maybe if I didn't run from home that night, I wouldn't be in this mess

I wouldn't get attacked by a robber, I wouldn't get stalked by a Mafia member, and I wouldn't put my friends lives in danger

My parents would be alive, that Janitor would be alive

After that fiasco on Halloween night, the police have been doing all they could to find Romano

No luck so far

It's like he's disappeared after that night, vanishing like a ghost

"Charlie-san? Are you ok to go home?"

Yuzu comes up from behind me and pulls me into a bear hug

I feel safe

Almost like nothing bad has happened to us

Like the centre of the world was just the two of us

And everything was fine

But it wasn't

I slowly place my hands on top of Yuzu's arms and lean my head back into the crock of his neck

"I know I always say this, but it will be ok. I promise. I don't know when but I hope soon"

Me too Yuzu me too