Brothers (Destiel AU)

Chapter 14

CASTIEL

Today we are going to come out. Yes, my mom already knows everything but Sam and John do not. And yes they know that Dean is gay, but it's different because we're brothers (well we're not technically brothers yet, in a few months we will be, but still). I'm nervous about this, I'm not sure why. Maybe I'm afraid they will say that we can't be together?

We already talked about what we would tell them and what we wouldn't. Dean also broke up with Leo today. He said Leo was sad but he understood. Which is good.

"Hey you okay?" Dean asks looking at me. I quit rubbing my hands together and look at him. "Yeah," I say although I'm not completely sure it's true. "It's going to be fine, no need to stress about it. Love is love. We didn't choose for this to happen, I'm sure they'll understand." He says. He grabs my hand and presses his lips to them. I smile at him. "I'm going to go help prepare dinner, finish up your homework." He says getting up off his bed. "Okay," I say.

I have double the homework due to trying to bring my grades up. I watch him walk out of the room, staring at his ass. Then I sigh and get to work.

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"Your hair is getting really long there, Sammy." I say, running my hand over his head quickly to mess it up. "Its Sam, and quit making fun of my hair." I laugh a little.

We all sit down at the dinner table. Mom and John made roasted beef stew. Halfway through dinner Dean puts his hand on my knee, under the table and looks at me. I give him a small nod. He clears his throat. "I broke up with Leo today," Dean says. Sam and John and my mom look surprised. "Because, I decided who I actually love: Cas." He says glancing over at me. He goes on and tell them most of what happened, leaving out minor details, we left out the whole Azazel thing. Once we are done, I don't make any eye contact with anyone, not even Dean I just stare at my plate. "Wait what." I hear Sam say, confused I suppose. I look up glancing at John. His eyes go to my mom's. "Well, is that going to work? I mean, you do realize you're going to be brothers right?" John says. "Yes dad. We do realize, we are going to try to make it work tho." Dean says, he grabs my hand and squeezes it tight, I wonder if he's nervous. "Hmm well of course you boys can be together but, you can't really be making out or what not wherever and please try not to make it awkward when we're doing something as a family, also you can't exclude Sammy." John says. "It's Sam." Sam mutters. Dean laughs a bit. "Of course." I can't help but smile.

It seems like a weight has been lifted off of me.

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"So I have two gay brothers?" Sam says. "Yep, your the only straight one here kiddo!" I say with a smirk. "Man, I feel left out." He says, joking. "Your just not cool enough." I say. "Or it's vice versa; you guys are not cool enough." He says, smirking. "Ha. Sure, whatever floats your boat Sammy." I say. "Would you people stop calling me that?! I'm not a little kid anymore!" He shouts. I laugh. "Well we can't help it, when you look like one." I say, teasing. "Urgh. I'm going to get you." He says pointing a finger at me then he runs up stairs.

I go upstairs too. The bedroom is empty,Dean is somewhere talking to his dad. I pick up my algebra book off of Deans bed and toss it in my book bag. Thank god today's friday.

Dean walks into the room, shutting the door behind him. "Oh, my god it's already ten?" I say. How'd it get so late? "Jeez, really?" He says. "Yeah, it's ten o'three." I say showing him my phone. "I mean, I guess it's possible, we watched what two shows after dinner with our fam?" He says. "Yeah."

I toss my phone on the side table. "Were you, uh, nervous?" I ask. "What tonight? Yeah 'course I was." He says. I take a step closer to him. "Do you think us being together will make things awkward between everyone?" I ask. He takes a step closer to me. "Nah, not really." I put my arms on his shoulders, linking my fingers behind his neck. He puts his hands on my hips. My eyes go back up to his eyes, leaving his lips. "Good." I say. He tilts his head and leans forward, our lips finally meeting. We haven't kissed yet since we got back together, this is our first. I sigh into the kiss. I let him push be back, hitting my head on the bunk bed.

I pull back, then slide down so I sit on his bed. I grab his shirt tugging him down for our mouths to meet, he kicks his shoes off quickly. I scoot more onto the bed and lie down. He dips down, to deeper the kiss. We switch spots, so I'm on top of him. My knees are on either side of his hips. I kiss him slowly then I leave his lips to kiss his neck. "Cas..." He sighs. I pull away smirking. He looks at me, confused but sad in a way, like he doesn't know what I'm doing not wants me to stop. Then he sees my fingers curling around the hem of my shirt and he smirks. I pull off my shirt, revealing my bare chest. His hand glides up my stomach, making me shiver. Then I lean back down to kiss him. His hands roam my back back. I feel him pushing me up. He sits up completely, our lips separate for a second for him to take off his own shirt, he tosses it to the floor. He kisses my neck. I sigh tilting my head to give him more room. My fingers are looped in his belt hoops pulling him closer so out skin touches, then his hands grab mine I'm confused but let him take control of them. He moves them, slightly. I look down to see where he put them, forcing his lips to leave my neck. My hands hover over the button on his pants. I understand what he wants. I slowly unbutton them then look at him. Our eyes meeting. "Are you sure?" I ask. He nods. "Yes." I smile, then my fingers go to the zipper and unzip them.

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The night is quiet the only noise being our breaths. Then he breaks the silence. "Don't listen to them." He says. I look up at him. My head rests on his, still, bare chest. "The people at your school, I mean. You are worth something. Thinking about what they say to you just makes me want to go and punch everyone of them in the face." I giggle. "Don't laugh at me." He says with a smile. I prompt myself up with my elbow so I can look at him better. I kiss him on the cheek. He turns his head to look at me. He sighs. "I'm so glad we are back together." He says, in a whisper. "Me too." I say. I kiss him gently then lie back down. I close my eyes realizing how tired I am. I fall asleep on Deans chest.