Chapter 18

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(A/N most of these chapters will be Dean's letters to Cas so they'll be short. If you have any questions feel free to message me or comment. Enjoy.)

I write to Cas every Tuesday night and put it in the mail every Wednesday morning, no matter what. It's became a natural habit. His letter always comes on Monday. He's been gone for three weeks. He still doesn't know when he'll be back.

When I walk out to the mailbox Monday morning, there is no mail. I just shrug it off-he might've been busy. But then the next Monday (and the days between Mondays) there is no mail, well at least not from him. I decided to write him another letter, thinking my letter must've gotten lost. No reply. I try my best not to worry, he said he needed time. He might not be in the mood to write right now. I decide to write him still every tuesday, even if he doesn't reply.

6 weeks after Gwen's death

That Tuesday I write:

Dear Cas,

Dad is not taking Gwen's death well. I've noticed some changes in his mood, it's not a good change. He hardly ever talks to me or Sam anymore. He used to talk to us, ask us how we're doing even after her death, but he's been more quiet often. Also he hasn't really been taking care of us like he should be. Not: making meals, helping us with school, cleaning the house, etcetera. I don't know. Maybe it's just me? But it can't be cause Sam has noticed it too, we were talking about it earlier. Hopefully it won't get too bad.

-Dean

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