Help Me, Please? *One Direction Fanfic*

Chapter 7

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I had a dream where Matt took advantage of me and raped me because Jim forced him....Oh wait that was real.

Shit.

My life is pretty messed up...isn't it?

Crying doesn't make me feel better anymore.

I guess I am so used to crying that it is just like breathing. It is normal.

"Sky?...Sky?" Matt whispered, my head on his chest.

Don't get me wrong, he has an amazing body, but I think of him as my older brother.

Disturbing to think that he raped me.

I groaned for I was too tired and embarrassed to look at him or talk.

"I-I am so so sorry. I am so mad at myself, please forgive me?? I am so sorry." he word-vomited.

I knew he was sorry but I didn't care anymore.

He could have fought Jim or helped me escape, but he didn't.

That is the important part: he didn't.

Maybe he did think of me more than a sister or friend.

I nodded.

I don't care.

I don't care for anything anymore.

Why didn't Jim kill me instead of kidnap me?

"Sky, please just say something, I know you're awake."

I nodded in response.

He gave an exasperated sigh.

Wait, how long has his hand been on my waist?

I rolled off the bed quickly, well, tried.

Matt grabbed my waist and pulled me towards his cheat. I groaned. He played with my hair as he spoke to me.

"Sky, ok, well, I guess since you aren't talking to me, I will talk. I-I thought that we are more than friends, so why didn't you enjoy last night? And why aren't you speaking to me?" Matt told me, sounding kind of mad and hurt.

Holy shit.

He does think of me more than a friend.

Maybe that is why he didn't try super hard to get out of raping me.

I am so disgusted with him.

Matt is the only reason why I didn't try to run away at first. Now that he raped me, I have to get out.

I got up and left to go to the bathroom.

Every. Freaking. Step. Hurt. Like. A. Bitch.

Matt followed close behind.

"Listen to me Sky, STOP!"

I froze and slowly turned around.

Matt rubbed the back of his head.

I turned back around and proceeded to the bathroom. There was one window, but it was quite small. I would also have to stand on the counter to get through it. Lucky for me, I am skinny and with me refusing to eat and Matt and Jim forgetting to feed me, I could fit through.

Matt pounded on the door.

"Sky!"

I shrugged it off and climbed through.