Amelie, Maybe

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Amelie's POV  

Pagpasok ko palang sa pinto sinalubong na ako ni Titus.

"Did you blew up a practice room?"

"Maybe" sabi ko at naglakad papunta sa kitchen para uminom ng tubig pero sinundan niya ako

"Amelie I said no higher than class 2, what do you think you're doing?" hinarap ko siya

"Lillian did it to, as soon as I came in she blew something up"

"Oh ba't sa'kin napunta away niyo?" matamlay na sabi ni Lillian, I rolled my eyes at her

"Don't get out of topic, how did you even blew it up? I warned you already, you can't be injured we need you in the competition"

"Pwede ba? Paki ko ba kung kailangan niyo ako? You're not my responsibility nor do I care about this stupid competition" sabi ko at nagsalin na ng tubig, nakaka inis na kasi sila eh.

"Wala ka sa lahat ng group training namin, do you even know the adjustment that we have to do para lang masabayan ka?"

"Well how sad. Should've took my word na hindi ako sasali diba?"

"Can you stop being sarcastic?!"

"Can stop irritating me just because you have a love problem? You're blonde girlfriend crashed something too! Bakit ako lang inaaway mo?"

"Lillian is insignificant in this talk so could you please stick to the topic?!" owshowt. Natahimik ako at napatingin kay Lillian.

*Bang*

Lillian dropped her untensels and walked out. 

"Good job lover boy" mahina kong sabi at  uminom na ng tubig. 

"Lillian" sabi ni Alyanna sabay sunod sa kaniya, nag walk out rin si Titus at sinundan ni Troy. Khalil's sleeping kaya kami nalang ni Shella ang naiwan. Matapos kong uminom naglakad na ako papunta sa kwarto ko pero bigla akong hinila patapat ni Shella

"Ano bang problema mo?" galit na sabi niya

"I should be the one asking you that"

"Alam mo? Sarap mong pagsasampalin"

"Oh really?" sabi ko sabay cross arm 

"Akala ko pa naman nagbago kana, inaahas mo parin pala si Titus!"

"Really? At nasabi mo yun dahil?"

"Sinabi sa'kin ni Lillian anong nangyari sa mansion niyo, she found you and Titus hugging, wag kang mag panggap"

"Oo, we hugged, ano ngayon? Nainggit blondie mong bestie? Gusto niya rin ng hug? Kawawa naman. Ano ba siya? Hug deprived?"

*Pak*

"I know what you're doing. Klarong klaro sa ginawa mo kanina, you're ruining Lillian's reputation to Titus. Wala ka bang konsensiya? Pinalaki ka ba talagang tama ng mga magulang mo? Anong klaweng tao ka Amelie! Alam kong maldita ka pero parang awa mo na tumigil ka na! Kaming lahat nahihirapan na sa'yo, may pa arte arte ka pang nalalaman puro papansin ka lang naman! Akala mo ba problemado ka ha?!" 

Tinulak ko siya dahil sa inis dahilan na mawalan siya ng balanse. 

"Amelie!" sigaw ni Alyanna na kakabalik lang sabay takbo papunta kay Shella para tulongan. Pumasok rin sila Titus at pinuntahan si Shella

"Ano bang problema mo?!" sigaw ni Lillian sabay tulak sa'kin. I was about to push her back pero humarang si Titus sa'ming dalawa. Tumaas na ang galit ko

"Both of you stop"

"what's going on here" sabi ni Khalil na kakalabas lang

"Are you seriously defending her Titus?!" Lillian

"It's not that Lillian"

"It is that! Itong babaeng to sumosobra na! If you want to defend her so bad then fine!"

"Oh shut up" I said

"Amelie stop it" Alyanna said, I clicked

"No, you stop. Ayoko na, nananahimik lang ako dito pero parang ayaw niyo na maging matiwasay ako eh no? Gusto niyo talagang mag mukha akong kontrabida? Kayo? Hindi ba kayo napapagod ha?" I can see the tears forming in my eyes

 "I had enough problems so please pabayaan niyo na ako!" I wanted to be angry, I want to make them sorry, I want to scream at their faces pero napapagod ako, wala akong gana. Naramdaman ko nalang bigla ang pamumuo ng mga luha ko, nanghihina ako, I just want them to leave me alone "Di ko na kaya *sob* I promise I didn't intend to hurt any of you. Alam kong ayaw niyo sa'kin and I'm not telling you to not to be, just please--please, I just can't handle anymore at the moment" I bit my lower lips hoping it would stop the tears but I failed

"Amelie" Titus said sympathetically 

"The hug, Titus did it cause my mother and I fought. My mother basically wanted me to be a whore, I defended myself and we end up shouting, Titus saw me and comforted me. If you want an explanation Lillian yun yun, if it was unfair for me to accept your boyfriend's sympathy then I'm sorry. And I left Light Clan cause I hated it there, not because I want to look different in Titus' eyes"

"And I didn't kidnapped Lillian, simula nung nakainom ako nung potion wala na akong ibang gustong gawin kundi umalis dito, my mom kidnapped Lillian cause she hated Amanda" they all looked shocked. Tumingin ako kay Shella

"You want to know my problem? I have a psychotic mother who wants me to become a ruler, a dad who exchanged me for a stranger, torture nightmares, people who expects me to be evil, and a constant fear of something I don't know. Ngayon alam mo na, are we done now? Can you stop bothering me now?" di sila nagsalita kaya umalis ako.