[BL] BE Crazy Demon Survival System

6.1 You Are My First Love Ten Years Late

Xu Qichen stood in place. This familiar and unfamiliar land seemed to hold his legs firmly, making him unable to step out even one step. He could only look at the man sitting on the bench at the bus stop and his black and white eyes.

Xia Zhixu just said that he did all this just to feel the feeling of being liked by himself.

What does this mean?

The truth fell so suddenly that Xu Qichen almost lost his most basic ability to judge.

He just thought his mind was messed up, he didn’t know what happened.

Are you dreaming?

“I don’t understand…” Xu Qichen frowned, his voice faint.

“I know you don’t understand.” Xia Zhixu smiled and pointed to herself diagonally forward, “When I first saw you, you stood there. Seriously, I was so stupid when I was a kid, now I look back. Think about it, it turns out that I fell in love with you the first time I saw you, even I don’t even know it. Since I was young, I have accepted the basic rules of attraction of opposite sex, which made me think that I just wanted to be friends with you. .”

Xu Qichen’s heart moved, and his chest seemed to be a dry well, and suddenly there was the sound of running water.

He couldn’t understand what he was saying.

At first glance, fell in love with…

Joy seems to be separated from his consciousness. They somehow conquered his body, flooded with every cell, and fell into emotions before he could react.

But how is this possible?

This is something he couldn’t even think of.

“It’s also in this place, you said, you never want to be friends with me anymore.” Xia Zhixu took a deep breath, as if trying to get out of the painful memories, “Actually, do you know me? I’ve thought about it a long time ago. I’m struggling every minute and every second I’m with you. Do you want to say it? Let’s say it, but I’m too courageous. I’m afraid you will run away if you make a mistake. Up.”

He lowered his head, his tone pretending to be relaxed, “I think, as long as I don’t pierce this layer of paper and put those words in my stomach, I can at least occupy a more intimate identity, stay with you, and go to college with you. Watching you realize your dreams, find someone you like, get married, have children, and when you are busy, I can drive you to pick up your children from school. I really thought so.”

Xu Qichen’s fingers began to tremble uncontrollably.

Xia Zhixu’s voice was a little choked, “I can really hold back it, I can hold back just being a friend.”

As long as you can stay by your side, your identity is not important at all.

I am not so greedy.

“But God didn’t even give me such a hope, and ruined everything while I was away.” He wiped his face, stood up, and walked to Xu Qichen’s face, only a step away.

He smiled at him, still the way he was when he was young, his little tiger teeth gleaming in the sun.

His tone is very solemn.

“I am 25 years old this year, and I have spent two-fifths of my time on liking you. Rounding off, it’s half my life. Originally, I didn’t intend to tell you these things. I didn’t want to Disturb your life. But since I met you last time at a class reunion and talked to you for a while, I couldn’t sleep all night and all night, even if I was extremely tired and fell asleep, my dreams were all you.” He laughed self-deprecatingly, “I’m afraid if this continues, I will get something sick.”