✔ AOAM2: If He Had Been With Me (EXO Chanyeol FF)

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Chapter 11: Sing For You

Eunbyul

We arrived at Baekhyun's working café and settled down on the same table as the others. And that means, with Chanyeol. And, his fiancée.

I chose to sit in between Sehun and Kyungsoo, but we are only seperated by Sehun. I sighed and continued to try to enjoy the singers on stage. We waited for Baekhyun to enter the stage, and he is the last performer.

"This song is for our pretty lady there," He said and winked. "Thank-you, Baekhyun-sii." Seolhun thanked and stood up. "No, it's not you but Song Eunbyul!" He continued and winked at me again.

"And I would like to sing with my buddy, Do Kyungsoo! He is one of my best partner in singing." He said and Kyungsoo look at us awkwardly but Sehun dragged him up.

So now, I'm beside Chanyeol.

I saw Seolhun glared at me and Baekhyun, folded her arms like a spolit kid. I lowered my head and chuckled, Baekhyun and Kyungsoo starts to sing a song that they composed themselves, Miracles In December.

I was totally mesmerised in this song. It's really nice and Kyungsoo sure can sing very well.

After they sang, the café owner said that its okay to allow customer to have a sing on the stage. Kyungsoo and Baekhyun has to invite someone to sing.

In a result, I was chosen.

I didn't want to sing but everyone was clapping, having big expectations that I'll sing. And so, I went up the stage.

"Hello. I don't know if you will like my voice, but I'll sing Gone by Jin. Thank-you." I bowed and started singing once the music played.

In that space where memories linger
Still as warm on my fingertips
You are here, here
Your scent, your face

Please, look at me, look at me, look at me
I can feel you, like this, feel you, feel you
Struggling to catch your expressions
Struggling to catch your smiles

You, who I struggled to understand
In the place where we were together
In the moment where I resembled you
When it felt too good being soaked in the rain
You are gone, gone

How am I supposed to erase you alone and live
In those moments where we once walked together
Like that, the things we made beside each other
Even the memories, even those regrets

Lingered there with me, missing you so much
Please, look at me, look at me, look at me
As ever, I can feel you, feel you, feel you

Merely resembling your words
Merely resembling your smiles
Merely resembling you

In the place where we were together
In the moment where I resembled you
When it felt too good being soaked in the rain
You are gone, gone
How am I supposed to erase you alone and live
When I miss you so much

Your name, which I was barely allowed to speak, can't be erased
My name, only used by you, is asleep here

In the place where we were together
In those moments where we could've walked together
I'm holding onto myself alone
In this place, even our future, my wishes have stopped
I'm standing here and you are gone