I'll Always Love You~ Demi Lovato

Chapter 63

Demi's POV

I'm leaving for my tour today and Alexia is coming with me. Tiff and I have said nothing to each other since that night and every time I see her she always has red puffy eyes and I can see she's lost a lot of weight and god knows what else she's done to herself but whenever I try to talk to her she ignores me or something and I just stopped. Everyone knows what's going on and they all tried to talk to her as well but she's said nothing... I'm literally falling apart, I can't be without Tiff, I love her more than life she's my everything and without her I wouldn't be here

"Alexia you ready?" I called out to her

"Yes mommy," she said coming to me with her pink bag

"Wait here for a minute," I said and she nods

I walk to the lounge room and find Tiff there looking at photos of us, to make it worse she's crying

"Baby I love you please don't cry,"

She didn't respond to me she just sat there

"Baby, please seeing you like this is breaking my heart, you look like your dead baby,"

"That's cause in the inside I am dead," she said and tears started rolling down my face

"Baby I love you, I want you to get better please don't say that you are dead in the inside your not,"

"Mm,"

"I have to go but know that I love you more than anyone, more than life your my everything I am who I am because of you, I am you and you are me," I leaned in to give her a kiss and first the time in ages she kissed me. I missed her lips so much

"I love you," she said and started crying in my arms

"I love you too Tiff please take care of yourself,"

All of a sudden Alexia ran in

"Bye mom I love you," she hugged Tiff and ran out and I followed after her

About an hour later we reached the airport and I was a mess I can't be away from her, I can't do it, I'm breaking knowing that she is.. I can't but I know I have to

Tiff's POV

I want Demi.. I miss her so much and she's only been gone for an hour. I know we haven't been going well at all but when we kissed today, for the first time I felt that I could get through anything... I love Demi more than anyone could know it's too hard to explain or put it in words cause it's love, no one can explain true love

But one thing that made me happy is my princess Alexia, she called me mom and said I love you, honestly that's all I need to hear to smile

I went outside to the backyard and got some weed and started smoking, I know it's not safe to do it here but I couldn't wait. I needed to numb the pain, I needed to feel like nothing wrong

"Put it down," I heard Kristian say and I shook my head

"Tiff, this isn't healthy please listen," Mar said

"I don't care," I said

"Why are you doing this to yourself?" Kristian asked

"Because it takes the pain away and I'll do anything to do that," I said back

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