I'll Always Love You~ Demi Lovato

Chapter 64

Tiff's POV

It's been a week since Demi and Alexia left and they will be back in one. Everyone is now altogether in our house and I mean everyone Dianna, Eddie, Mads, Dal, Rob, Mar and Kristian. I have a feeling Demi sent them to watch me but it doesn't make a difference each night I have come home drunk or high from smoking weed and they have seen me but not said anything... Each night I cut myself now.. Slowly I was getting better but now I'm at the beginning again.. I remember everything I was trying to get away from and now Im remembering what I've done to Demi and Alexia, getting drunk and high every night, cutting, starving myself it's all slowly killing me

I've gotten so many calls from Demi but I've ignored them all, I can't face her.. I can't face anyone

Interrupting my thoughts I heard on a knock on the door and Kristian and Dianna walked into my room and sat on the edge of my bed

"How are you sis?" Kristian asked me they both looked very worried and concerned

"Ok," I said

"Really Tiff?" Dianna said

I tried to hold it in but I couldn't anymore

"Hey Tiff don't cry, just talk to us we want to help you more than anything we don't want to lose you," Dianna says pulling me into a hug

"I can't do this anymore," I said

Kristian immediately took my arms and saw all the scars, he lifted my top and saw how skinny I was and it clicked to both of then how bad it had actually gotten

"TIFF!" They both said in shock

"What?" I said

"You got to talk to us you got to stop going out every night and getting drunk and high on god knows what," Dianna said calmly

"I want to do this to myself I deserve it!" I said

"Why would anyone deserve this?" Kristian asked

"My deserve this because I always put the people I love in most in pain and I can't do that anymore I want to leave.. I want to die,"

"Tiff.. How do you think we would feel or Demi or Alexia would feel if you did that?" Dianna asked and I didn't know how to respond

"Don't tell Demi," I said

"I'm am Tiffany and you can't stop me it's bad enough your ignoring her and freaking her out," Kristian said

"FINE WHATEVER IM DONE WITH THIS!" I yelled I got up put my razor, some money, phone and the charger in a bag and ran. I don't know where I was going I just ran and ran until I couldn't go anymore.

I looked around at my surroundings and i couldn't recognise where I was, I kept walking until I found a park bench by now it was nine and it was dark, I grabbed out my razor and cut and cut. The blood....the blood there was so much I cleaned up as much as I could with a tap that was next to the bench and then I got up and kept walking until I found a club.

I walked in and got a glass of vodka and another one and a few more until I was wasted, I got up to go dance when I started getting really dizzy and I collapsed

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Poor Tiff :(

Cliffhangerrrrr