So um guys I'm sorry I haven't updated in almost a month and trust me I want to, I've been writing alot but all that I've written so just seemed wrong to me so I kept writing and deleting and writing a new one again. I'm sorry y'all. Imma upload the next one that I write, I won't delete it again so if it's bad I'm sorry. My thoughts are just in a mess right now, don't ask why if u were going to. Sorry guys!