Unorthodox Obsession: A Mafia Story (EDITING)

Chapter 21

Unedited

I know that I've made you guys wait for this chapter and I'm sorry for that so here it is and I hope that you enjoy it. Sorry for and mistakes in advance.

Xiden's POV

Sitting behind my desk in my office I bury myself in work. That's all that I've been doing since she left - since I let her leave.

I can still feel the heavy feeling in my chest every time that I think about it. I was so stupid, so fucking stupid to let her walk away like that; but I couldn't face her after what I've done set in.

The woman that I swore to protect, the woman that I know would be able to fix me - my woman - I fucking layed my tainted hands on her. I let Aidens manipulative words conquer my thoughts and I...

Fuck!

How could I have been so stupid.

I know what my brother is capable of, I knew it all too well. He used it on me to get what he wanted when we were younger and it worked all the time and it still does.

I look down at my bandaged knuckles. Punching a wall until my hands were busted and bleeding seem like the perfect punishment for laying my hand on my brown eyes.

But I know that it still isn't enough, it will never be enough retribution for choking her.

I saw the look, I fucking saw the truth in her eyes.

I knew that she wouldn't, couldn't be able of doing what Aiden claimed, but, the little boy that listened to everything that his big brother said to do is still in me. That broken part of me, that he molded into following his command.

Fuck that! My beast roars. Fuck Aiden, you don't need him anymore, you have me...and her.

But that's the thing. I don't know if I have her anymore. The broken look that haunts my mind every time I close my eyes.

I won't accept that you fuck up. She mine and only mine and is any motherfucker has something else to say about it I'll fucking kill them, I'll kill them all. My beast is on edge, not allowing anyone to be near me, having me snapping at people for the slightest thing. I couldn't put all the blame for my sour mood on him because I am feeling the same way.

I close my eyes with a sigh, leaning back in my chair while crossing my ankles, trying to ease my mind.

I wonder what she's doing right now?

As the though cross my mind I felt a sharp stinging pain erupted in my head, followed by a migraine.

What? What the fuck was that?

Rubbing circles on my temples, trying to ease the sudden pain I squint my eyes shut tightly, using my thumb and pointer finger to apply more pressure but the pain only intensified.

No, something is wrong.

Sitting up I grab the phone to call Enrico to check up when my office door opens, I ignore hoping that the person would just leave but instead I hear the door click close and the lock flick in place.

I look up with a look of annoyance written all over my face at the intrusion. I thought that I am the only one whose suppose to be here seeing as it is midnight but I guess that I was wrong.

Standing in front of me in a fur lingerie set with fur heels and a fur coat, is my assistant that I sent home, hours ago.

I ignore her presence as I dial Alessandro's number placing it at my ear as it begins to ring, and ring...and ring. Getting agitated, I hang up the phone, dialing Enrico's number seconds after only to be met with the same outcome.