FEELINGS

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Tears weren't stopping even if I tried hard to not let them fall down from my eyes, I couldn't help but let them flow

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Tears weren't stopping even if I tried hard to not let them fall down from my eyes, I couldn't help but let them flow.

Why? Just why? It was hard for me to overcome those memories of past. Then why he got to come back again!

I decided to let my mind take some rest and fell in a good slumber.

***

After half an hour I woke up by hearing the door bell ringing loud. I went downstairs to open the door. I don't know why but my hands were trembling to open the door. Hoping that it wouldn't be him.

Or Hoping it to be him?

I opened the door and saw Taehyung with teary eyes.

Why is it painful to see him with teary eyes?

I laughed at myself to be this pathetic for someone who used and played with my feelings.

I was about to close the door when he grabbed me by my shoulder and pinned me to the wall as well as pushing the door with his foot to be closed. His eyes were glistening with water. Pain was clearly visible in them. But I didn't cared enough to feel petty.

"Just listen to me once Y/n. I love you a lot."

"Huh love? Do you have any idea what is love?"

"Two damaged people healing each other is love. I want to be healed by you. I want to be loved by you." I pushed him away.

"Get out of my house as well as out of my life. Got that?" I said.

"Why aren't you letting me put my point in front?" His voice raised.

"WE ARE NOT MEANT TO BE TAEHYUNG. THAT'S IT." I said and went to him, dragging him out by holding his wrist.

I stopped when he shrugged off my hand. His hands made their way to my waist, turning me around. I didn't even get any time to react when I felt his lips on mine. His one hand on my waist and one on my cheek cupping my face.

I missed this feeling!

The kiss was soft, filled with love. I didn't pushed him this time, maybe I was hoping it to be happen.

Slowly he broke the kiss and looked at me.

"Maybe we were meant to part ways, only so that we could find each other again." He's so good with the words, that was one of the reason that I loved him back then.

Or maybe I still love him?

"Just leave me alone Taehyung. I lost my love for you."

"Just ask yourself once, are you telling truth?" With that he moved out, leaving my with a question who's answer I can't decide.

Do I still love him or not?

Do I sill feel the same?

No! I don't love him. I don't feel the same for him

Then why it hurts to see him in pain.

Do I really hate him?

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