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Nobody gonna love me better

Nobody gonna love me better

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i'ma stickwitu forever

It's been 3 weeks that I'm with the band, we hang out and always go out to eat and go shopping, Tom and I are becoming close to each other but we can't really avoid the stalkers who take pictures of us to destroy Tom's career.

Bill and I have also become close to each other in short besties, we are the only one who understand our own language and love to gossip sometimes Georg says I am infected by Bill's weirdness but we just laughed at that and said they are just jealous because they don't have the same vibes as us.

My feelings for Tom are growing even more but the rumors about him and his women will not go away, sometimes I see the recent calls of his women on his cellphone whenever he is not around.

I don't have the right to be jealous because we are not even together, but admit it, you get jealous too when you see your crushes with another girl, right. sometimes I can't control my jealousy towards Tom and the girls with him so I just walk out rather than see them like that for a long time.

Tom insulted me several times that I'm jealous but I always deny it because I don't want to admit that I'm really jealous.

my neighbors who always hear me singing in my apartment, every time I go out they say my voice is beautiful and that I can become a singer anytime soon but I just deny it because I don't know if I will become a singer because of my voice plus I don't know what its like being a famous. Like Tokio Hotel as a famous band they are having hard time, then imagine if it's me,

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I woke up at six in the morning because the band have an interview at 9 in the morning. I just wore casual clothes because the band plans to rest at home after the interview so there is no event coming.

Ely said I go straight to the studio because the band left to take care of something before they went to the studio. It's already 8:29 AM the band has arrived, Bill ran towards me to give me a hug while i give others a hug because that's what we do as hello,

It was Tom's turn so I hugged him but unexpectedly he grabbed my waist and hugged me back, three of them looking at us and thankfully no one saw us otherwise we would have made an issue again, our last issue was the one at Kaulitz's house they took a picture of me entering Kaulitz's house but luckily they didn't saw my appearance.

the show started and they sat down and the host introduced himself and the band as always.

started with a question about themselves, next they played a game, it's funny that just now Tom doesn't have energy lately now I see him laughing and smiling.

before the end of the show the host told them that the band had something to announce.

"Thank you for reminding, this couple days we saw a trending post online but the singer is unknown, we would like to talk to the singer to collaborate with us, if you are watching please accept this" Bill said

they played two song that trended online but unexpectedly that song.

first was..

well, my boyfriend's in a band

he plays guitar while i sing Loue Reed

i've got feathers in my hair

i get down to beat poetry

the second was..

and there's no remedy for memory, your face is like a melody

it won't leave my head

you soul is haunting and telling me that everything is fine

My eyes widened when I heard the song I did in high school, I wondered how they got the song. I thought about it and I know who posted it.

it was Jei.

they finished the show and I immediately went to the band and asked them when they saw the post

"oh that it was 1 week ago why?" Bill said

"yep, when we heard it first the voice is such an angelic tone, it was calm and the lyrics are full of meanings" Gustav said

"Why'd you ask?" Tom asked, i got nervous and told them i heard the song already that it was familiar to me when they played it

"Really? do you know the singer?" Bill excitedly asked me and i shake my head

"I've heard that song few years ago i think it was an old song that didn't get upload" after hearing their compliment about the song my confidence boost up i didn't think they would love the song i made, they even told me every lyrics in the song is majestic and have deep meanings. and Tom was completely in love with it he admit that he's been listening to it every night before sleeping

so, should i continue my goal to become a singer one day? i asked myself.

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