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"Meera wait!" Sidhart's voice boomed

She turned around and he ran towards her

He quickly held her hand and led her down.

He quickly hugged her tightly
She let him in, and cried in his arms

She was shivering and was recklessly crying in his arms. She gave up.

He didn't say anything regarding this, just said sweet nothings in her ears.

"It's okay, shh
Nothing happened
Just keep calm baby"

He kept whispering

Then he picked her up in bridal style. He took her to her VIP ward.

There he saw his Mother In Law's dead body and his father in law lying in another bed lifeless

He was shocked but kept calm for his wife.

He settled her in her bed and sat beside her, he held her hand.

"Meeru..." He tried to talk but there was no response

Meera's face was pale, she wanted to leave his hand.

"Stay" he said when he noticed her struggling to take her hand away

She still stayed shush and struggled
After almost 15 minutes he stood up.

"What is it Meera?" He shouted lightly, he was slightly annoyed with her behaviour

It was like she didn't even wanna see his face

He felt hurt and annoyed at the same time.

"Would you please answer me?" His voice softens for a moment

She looks at him but then turns her face away.

"What is it, Meeru? I know you're sad but why aren't you talking to me. I'm your protector, aren't I?" He asked his voice soft as honey

She just wanted to cry in his arms but those photos, those thoughts everything was flooding in her mind

"Meera please talk to me? What is it Darling..." His voice gave her chills

"Nothing, can you leave me alone?" Meera said

"Leave you alone? So that you can kill yourself..." He bursted

"i-"

"I what? You tried to kill yourself and you didn't fucking care about anyone. Not Dhwani, not me, not dadi, ma and papa, not about yuvi, not about Akansha. Not about yourself... This is not you Meera, this cannot be you. You weren't so selfish the last time I saw you... What happened? What changed? You didn't try talking to me? Why? Didn't we agree on me being your sunshine, your therapist... I came running for you as soon as I knew this happened and I'm sorry i couldn't be there. But you could atleast talk to me. Why?"

"Why" she screamed, she opened her phone and showed him those photos

"What the fuck" his voice came out rough as fuck. It was raspy and it scared Meera a little

She backend a little, this was the first time she heard him speak this way.

"What is this Meera?"
"Shouldn't I be asking you that?"
She said with so many emotions revolving around her, she felt like crying
"Meera, I-this-is not real. Not at all"

Sidhart was utterly shocked, this was not true, not real. It was clearly a conspiracy

"It is real."
"Meera, didn't we say we'd confront each other about everything, this is not true. Trust me... I can prove it."
"Sure"

Meera's heart smiled a little, if her husband said he could prove. He would prove. She didn't want it to end she didn't want them to end.

"Not now, first let's do the last rites for Mom... And please Meera you know I won't lie about anything."

"Fine, now can I hug you?" Meera said

She was so needy for him. She needed to hug him and cry for hours and hours

"Ofcourse you can, bachhe" He said opening his arms.

(Bachhe-Child/Kid- Said lovingly)

He let her in his arms. She kept crying whilst he murmured sweet nothings in her ears

"I'm sorry i couldn't be there for you..." He said

"I'm sorry i didn't talk to you..." Her voice pale,

It killed him,

"Meeru, you know I'm always gonna be there for you. Always. I'm sorry I wasn't there for you. And it kills me that I can't do anything for you right now...
If it was anyone who was hurting you I'd kill him on the exact moment. Trust me. But now I can't do anything-nothing."

She cried and he just consoled her

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Short update but I'm trying to be consistent and regular 🫣 :)

Anyways we secured 13th Position in Tifari 's award in the romance category.

So I'm glad :)

I hope in future I get a better position. Also i updated the cover

Thanks to booksforlifey for the cover :)

Meera and Sidhart are back together? well let's see...

Qotd:-

Have you ever tried Suicide, or gotten suicidal thoughts? :)

I did... And it might have been 6 years/2 years/ 4 months or 15 days since the world had lost me (if my suicide attempt worked)

Personally I feel I've shared too much :)

Signing off

Love Daphne 💛

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