Chapter 19

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(Y/n)'s POV

~Home time~

I said goodbye to everyone and went to look at the sunset at the beach. There weren't many people there.

"It's you!" the girl exclaimed. The other one wasn't here.
"Um...I'm sorry, I'll go."
"No, wait! Um, I'm sorry about how I treated you," she said while looking away.
"How can I trust you?" She sighed.
"You might not believe me but I wasn't jealous of you... I admired you. How smart and beautiful you are...but most of all, the confidence you have when you talk to them," she explained.
"Thanks but that isn't confidence when I talk to them. I've just known them for a long time."
"Please...forgive me!" She bowed.
"No, don't do that. As long as I know you're telling the truth, I forgive you." She smiled.
"Thank you so much, senpai!"
"Senpai?"
"Yes, can you please give me advice?" She asked with hopeful eyes. I looked into her eyes and saw innocence, hope, guilt...
"Of course, let's start now."
"Now?!"
"Yep."

I smiled. She followed me back to the third library. I wanted to get a good picture of the sunset and go back to paint it but... I'd always have next time.

"What is she doing here?" Mage asked while eyeing her suspiciously. I explained everything to them.
"Fine but only this once. We can't forget what you did to (Y/n)," Shiki exclaimed.
"See? They'll forgive you."
"Why did you even hurt my little butterfly if you admired her?" Urie asked.
"I didn't want to but (bully name) forced me to."
"What's your name?" Rem-nii asked.
"(random name)... Thank you (Y/n)-senpai."
"Senpai?" Lindo asked.
"Yeah, I agreed to help her."
"With what?"
"She wants you guys to become good friends with her and maybe even become her boyfriend."
"Don't say it like that!" I laughed.
"Oh and just call me (Y/n)."
"O-okay...(Y/n)-san?" I smiled.
"I guess that's okay."
"Well, bye (r/n). See you at school next week." She waved and left.
"I'm going home guys-"
"Let's go then," Lindo said and grabbed my hand.
"But I was going to go back with Rem-nii." He just smiled and nodded.
"Oh, okay. Bye guys." I went home with Lindo.
"Hi (Y/n)."
"Hey Ritsuka."
"You should apply for this," she said and handed me a form.
"No way! I can't sing."
"Just believe in yourself."
"Singing isn't my strength."
"Just try," she said and looked at me with 'puppy dog' eyes.
"Ugh, fine." She chose a song for me and handed me the recorder. (Lost Without You by Delta Goodrem)

*Start*
I know I can be a little stubborn sometimes
A little righteous and too proud
I just want to find a way to compromise
Because I believe that we can work things out
I thought I had all the answers, never giving in
But baby since you've gone, I admit that I was wrong
All I know is that I'm lost without you, I'm not gonna lie
How am I gonna be strong without you, I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye
Don't know what I'd do
I'm lost without you
I keep trying to find my way
But all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day
I'm lost without you
How am I ever gonna get rid of these blues
Baby I'm so lonely all the time
Everywhere I go I get so confused
You're the only thing that's on my mind
Oh, my bed's so cold at night and I miss you more each day
Only you can make it right
No, I'm not too proud to say
All I know is I'm lost without you
I'm not gonna lie
How am I gonna be strong without you
I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye
Don't know what I'd do
I'm lost without you
I keep trying to find my way
But all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day
I'm lost without you
If only I could hold you now and make the pain just go away
Can't stop the tears from running down my face
Oh, all I know is I'm lost without you
I'm not gonna lie
How am I gonna be strong without you
I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye
Don't know what I'd do
I'm lost without you
I keep trying to find my way
But all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day
I'm lost without you
I keep trying to find my way
But all I know is I'm lost without you
I'm lost without you
Lost without you
*Finish*

Ritsuka clapped and hugged me.

"Thank you so much!" she exclaimed.
"For what?"
"We actually got to hear you sing. Sorry but that application was fake." My mouth fell open.
"I'll live the rest of my life in embarrassment!" They laughed.
"You're an amazing singer, (Y/n)," Lindo exclaimed.
"*blush* Thanks."
"So little butterfly can sing. First time we've heard you," Urie added.
"Wah?!"
"As sweet as honey," said Shiki. Mage came in as well.
"Why are you all here?"
"Ritsuka told us that you'd be singing," Rem-nii replied.
"Huh?!"
"Well, you do have a beautiful voice," Lindo commented.
"T-thanks."

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