Letters to Harry

Imagination.

'I know in my heart that you're not a constant star
I knew that you turned it on for everyone you met
But I don't regret falling for you'

You and I
In our worlds apart
I could imagine that when we are together
Everything seems beautiful

Every piece of my heart
Shattered
Falling into pieces when I'm looking at you

I have loved you since we are 18
Long before we both know the same thing
When we are 18
I wanna love you like the way you make me feel

I imagined that in our worlds apart
Where we are together in between
Our campus
Our schools
Our beautiful park / trees
We hold hands as we stroll the hallway
Thinking of our possible future together
Holding hands
Sweet talk and your charms
Sting my heart like no other

We shared the same feelings
Same thoughts
Same dreams
Same wishful thinking

You told me that you wanted to go and try out your luck with a singing tv show and I was so supportive of you

I am happy that you finally go and reach your dreams.
I just hope you wont forget of what we promised
Of what we've shared together
Our moments
Our stories
Our memories....

Watching you leave the door for the first time
Pinky promise that we would never be apart
That you wont forget us when you got through the competition
And wins
Cuz I know you did

Pause.
Beat.

You win it
A few text messages and phone calls that I've always longing for
Your deep voice in other side of the line saying Happy birthday.
And how happy you are

I'm so happy for you
That it all works out
After all ....

You take turns to call me your baby
Take turns to call me your sweet love
Take turns to know more about us

But the phone call
The text messages
The sweet talk
Is getting lesser and lesser ....
Until there's no more phone calls

I started to question my self..
Am I worthy to you?

I want you to know that i missed you
I missed us
I missed us walking together in our campus hallway
I missed our sweet talk
I missed you whispering in my ears that 'I am your true and sweet love, the only one, that you are lucky to have me' ...

Where are you now?

Fame has gotten into you
You forget about us
You forget about me
You forget on the things that we've accomplished together

Fame has changed you
Screaming fan girls
Guarded body guards
Publicist
Media
Internet

I couldn't get in touch with you like our normal life
Like before ....

One day you called me and told me in tears that you missed me
I was crying too because I've missed you so much
You told me that you want to hear my voice because you said that you need someone to hold your back

Baby, I got you.
I am here for you

We talked for hours and hours
And You said that you ran away from the media, screaming fans, and all.
You said that you have to call me through your public phone line. That you couldn't use your personal phone anymore
You sounds desperate
Like in jail

I said i love you
I love you
I love you
Three times

You said I love you
I love youu
I.. Love...