Wasted all my time on him

Im just over him for good 😉

Chapter 14.....

I know that ever since my bad breakup In September that I'm over Andrew like he never cared about me like he said he did because if he did he wouldn't have been ignoring me. It was better when him and I were both younger but I think things started to change when he joined the military in 2014 and I thought it was cool that he wanted to do that for like a job since it's been his dream job since he was very very little I wanted to just be that perfect girlfriend and let him join the military he became a marine and I'm not that type of person to be like all about themselves so I just support him the best that I could do I guess I really don't know what to say besides the fact that looking back now I wish we just stayed besties like I know dating and breakups can ruin a good friendship so I feel like I lost a bestie who's been there for me through a couple breakups and him support me like I'm glad he did but yeah now that friendship and relationship is over . If you have a guy friend who's your bestie just don't date him find out more about him and just be friends be besties for as long as possible even though we did it didn't work out my birthday this year was completely trashed and ruined because of Andrew like he got up and left me for this girl when we've been together for 5 years now even tho never met in person I still think oh it counts as a relationship because we were supposed to meet up like on my birthday and then this crap 💩 happened so yeah anyways back to my story I guess but yeah don't date your best friend because it can end badly like for me . I think the next relationship I have I want it to be really real and for him to be open with me and honest and don't lie ....I don't know if I'll ever date again but I guess we will see .