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Namjoon POV
'Things should be left alone if they are lost, Namjoon-shi'
Her words and those enraged eyes ......that's all .... been over my mind over this past week
I never intended to be that obvious with my feelings towards her .... but she took a hint and I know she got an idea of .... what I am trying to do
Trying to get her back?
Those words sound awkwardly foreign to my tongue and even my insight ....
Was she ever mine?
Because all I remember I never treated her more than a batchmate, a batchmate which was my tough competition ...
I seriously mock my previous dumb-self that failed to recognize her tiny-whiny crush .... during college ...
I never saw her that way .... seven years ago .... she was more like a seatmate to me ...just a pretty seatmate
I was way too obsessed over my studies and career that time, I never thought of getting in to relationship
still, I humiliated her....and that's what makes my situation worse
I had no hard feelings towards her then who gave me rights to humiliate and judge her?
When I entered my twenties after finishing college, that loneliness started to affect me.
I used to watch my fellow friends meeting their supposed soulmates ...then getting married
I made every effort to find one for myself as well, but no other girl captured my attention the way she did.
She was everything I ever wanted
And this is what I realized all these years
During college when she was interested in me, I felt no emotion, but finally after she left, I began to feel the loss.
I unintentionally lost her
All these nights I have been thinking about her, and fell for her everyday
I've liked her for seven years now.
Her rage is totally justified towards me ...I never complained ....
What did I want her to do after I humiliated her in front of the entire college—worship me?
She is way more intelligent than I thought, she read my eyes right away ...
'Things should be left alone if they are lost'
I know I have dumbly made my route more complicated, the route which maybe led me to her....
But can I back away now?
No
Do I want to back away?
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We Met Again ~ KNJ FF
Fanfiction"Fuck you and fuck your proposal!! Leave me alone, will you ?!" you raged at him but he was just smiling innocently "I'm not repeating the same mistake again Babygirl..." Namjoon smiled and pecked your cheeks 𝓒𝓸𝓿𝓮𝓻 𝓭𝓮𝓼𝓲𝓰𝓷𝓮𝓭 𝓫𝔂 @Namj...
