Flames of Love

Chapter-19 : Pain

Next day
9:00 am

Finally, Aarav stepped out of room. Vihaan was already waiting in the corridor for him. He joined him but there resided a kind silence in them.

Aarav said ," Aarohi and Navya aa rahe hai na ". Vihaan said ," Apne jaisa kal behave kiya hai Aarohi ke saath. Mujhe nahi lagta wo apse baat karna chahegi ".

Aarav's P.O.V. -
His words may be bitter. But the fact is that whatever he said is hundred percent true. I hurted her feelings really badly. I don't even show the courage to accept my mistakes.

Aarav said , " I would never prefer to hurt her any situation. I don't know what the hell was wrong with me that I yelled at her with no fault of her ".

Vihaan said ," Galat to uske saath hua hai ab chahe anjane mein hua ho ya janbujh kar ." Aarav said ," Will she forgive me if I apologize?".

Vihaan said, " I don't know what she will react. Let them come here then we will think about it ". Aarav hummed in response.

Aarohi and Navya reached there. As soon as Aarav's glance fell over her face a feeling of pain, guilt, sorrow hit him. A realisation which made his heart shattered into pieces.

Aarav's P.O.V.-
I felt numb suddenly as her bright smile had left. All what i can see is a pale face. Her dark circle is signifying the darkness I created in her life just being a part of it. Her eyes are screaming in pain which I caused her.

Aarav finally decided to speak ," Vihaan I am really having a bad headache. I don't think I would be able to go out ". Vihaan ," Par bhai aap to..... ".

Aarav said in a cold tone ," I am heading towards my room. You all can go anywhere you want. I want to take some rest ". Saying this he left from there quickly.

Aarav's P.O.V.
I can't face her right now. I know she is broken but what if instead of healing I end up adding to her issues.
After years history is repeating itself.

Vihaan said ," Wo na bhai ko sach mein headache ho raha tha ". Aarohi said with a faded smile, " Its okay you don't need to justify. I know he don't want to talk to me "

Vihaan said ," You are misunderstanding it. Actually the thing is ...... ". He suddenly stopped and said ," Lets go somewhere ".
Aarohi said ," I don't want to ".

Navya said ," I think we should go and you will feel better ". Vihaan also joined her. Aarohi finally gave up and decided to go.

They left for a nearby location. Vihaan and Navya tried their best to cheer up and they succeed to what extent only Aarohi knew it.

Time skips.......

Aarav returned to his room in a devastated state. Flashbacks were roaming in his mind that was killing him every moment.

He went to the cupboard and picked up a photo frame and tightly hugged it and tears rolled down his eyes.

He sat on corner of bed and said ," Aaj aisa lag raha ki mere zindagi replay mode par aa chuki hai. Abb usse kaise batau ki kyu aaya mujhe itna gussa. Saalo pehle tumhara phone time ne nahi uthaya tha aaj tak uski keemat chuka raha hu. Kal jab Amaira ke itne sare calls ek saath dekhe to wahi manzar meri aankho ke samne ghumne laga ki kahi wo bhi tu tumhari tarah. Sochte huye bhi rooh kanp jati hai meri ki meri wajah se tumne kya kya saha tha sirf mere do pal ki narazgi ne tumhari life ko hila ke rakh diya.Aaj jab uske chehre par wo maayusi dekhi to seedha tumhara khayaal mere mann mein aaya ki kaise meri ek galti ne tumhe andar tak tod diya tha.Tumne sahi kaha hai mein to dosti bhi nahi nibha sakta aur chala tha us se pyaar karne. Aaj tak meri zindagi mein aaye har insaan ko dukh hi mila hai. Kyuki mein rishton ki kadar karni seekh hi nahi paya. Tum thi to sab kitna asaan sa lagta tha. Par maine tumhe bhi khud se door kar diya.Jo mujhe jodne aayi thi uska hi dil tod kar beth gaya hu. Mein usse aur dukh nahi de sakta. Dukh to usse ab bhi hoga par uss se to sahi hai ki jo galti tumhare saath ki maine kam se kam wo abhi apne aap ko sambhal to sakegi . Kaash tum mujhe maaf kar do par mujh jaise insaan ko jeene tak ka hak nahi mafi milna to door ki baat. Maine aaj tak apne aas pas rehne wale logo ki khushiyo ko khaya hai. Pehle tumhari aur ab uski par shayad bhagwan ne mujhe sahi samay pe yaad dila diya ki mein na to mein pyaar karna deserve karta hu aur na hi pyaar pana.💔