INTOXICATED | billie eilish

part 25

fuck i'm going on a date with Billie! I don't even have anything nice to wear oh fuck i'm stressing. I rummaged through all my clothes until I finally decided to wear some jeans and a hoodie. I mean she did text me earlier this morning to wear something comfy so I am. I tied my hair into a messy bun and sprayed some of my favourite perfume

Billie: i'm here but there's a lot of paps outside your building so i'm in the car

okay i'm coming :Stella

I grabbed my keys and phone and made my way to the elevator. God why am I so nervous what the fuck it's just Billie. Ding. Ah shit okay i'm good i'm cool just chill. I walked out the building and smiled when I saw her car, she noticed me and grinned with her infectious smile.

"i'm sorry i couldn't come in i didn't want you to get harassed by the paps" she said

"it's okay Bil where we going anyway?"

"it's a surprise" she smirked and started driving placing one her hands on my thigh i blushed at the small gesture turning my head to look out the window so she wouldn't notice

We weren't driving for long until we pulled up to a hidden spot with the most beautiful lake and waterfall. Billie ran round to open the car door for me and walked me over to a little set up picnic with a hammock tied to the trees

"Billie oh my god this is gorgeous" I smiled

"could say the same for you but I don't wana be cheesy" she smirked and I blushed

We ate the little picnic snacks before getting in the hammock. Billie got in first and I snuggled into her just appreciating our time together.

"Bil" i whispered

"mhmm?"

"i need to tell you something"

"okay" she frowned

"it's nothing bad well a small bit is" i sighed "anyway so you know how you told me when you realised you like me? well i never told you when I realised" i paused "i guess i always have too? but i don't know we spent so much time together i just i guess i ignored what I felt only since I didn't realise how I felt, but when Alex took me away from you and would beat the shit out of me I couldn't stop thinking about you... I missed you so fucking much I wanted to know if you were okay but I couldn't, I was wishing how one day you would find where we moved too and would walk in a save me.. but I knew that would never happen and then when ilomilo came out and you explained it I couldn't stop crying and when the radio said how you broke down on stage because you missed me I saw how much this was hurting you aswell and all I wanted to do was hold you and hug you, I never stopped thinking about you Billie, or how our kiss felt because it felt so much different to when me and Alex did"

Billie hugged me tighter "i think what happened has made us both so much stronger"

"yeah" I let out a small laugh "billie i know you made this date happen but I've never felt so sure about something in my life" i took a deep breath in "will you be my girlfriend?"

I watched Billie's eyes open and suddenly regretted what I said. Fuck I fucked it

"fuck you" she laughed "i was going to ask you that today but yes I will" she smiled before pulling me into a passionate kiss

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Ah shit i'm sorry guys umm fuckkkkkkkkk i forgot about this book but only bc i've been doing my other book bc ahhh i fucking love it anyways yeah i'm sorry sooo umm yh...